Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary July 23 to 26 2005

Saturday July 23 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Laura and her family will be here today! Yay! But I have to get ready
its really early and Mindy and Flower and I r going to the beach!

later

The beach was great! And u wont believe what Mindy did!

Heres who went. It was Rickie and Tyrone who r Flowers Mom and
Dad, Flower whos 11, her brother Ike whos 5 almost 6, and her sister
Pippy whos 1 1/2. Oh and Mindy and me of course! I thought we
might see Aunt Lizzie but we didnt. Oh Mindy says I should tell u the
weather was great! There werent a lot of ppl there cuz Flowers family
knows the best beaches to go to that arent crowded. We didnt get
there b4 sunrise cuz that was like at 6 but we might do that next time.
They said sunrise at the beach looks really kewl. Sometimes they even
spend the night on the beach and I really want to do that. I really want
to go camping sometime cuz I never get to go camping.

Oh but guess what we talked about? Uncle Oz timeshares! If u dont
know he goes to like a million timeshares he goes all the time. I havent
been able to go cuz Daddy didnt want me seeing Uncle Oz anymore.
But so what Daddys not home! If he wants to tell me what to do then
he can straight up move back! Anyway of course I can go to them
now! Ill have to call Uncle Oz but hes like never home.

Oh and Ill tell what everybody wore cuz Edenfruit and Johnnie always
want to know. Really I havent heard anything from Edenfruit for a
long time I hope hes ok! If ur reading this email me! Tyrone was
wearing swim trunks that were red with yellow and green flowers,
Rickie wore a blue one piece with white shapes, Flower wore a bikini
that was hot pink and purple and red with yellow and green and blue
flowers I think, Mindy wore a black bikini, I wore my black thong
bikini, Ike wore shorts that were red with black flowers, and Pippy
just wore a diaper and a pink T shirt cept when she wasnt wearing
anything. Oh and of course everybody wore lots of sunscreen! lol

Anyway we had a lot of fun on the beach. I was a little worried about
sharks but they said it wasnt a problem here just in Florida cuz thats
where they had the attacks. But I spent a lot of time on the beach.
The kids did sand sculptures and really Mindy and I did too. Rickie
even helped and so did Tyrone! They r such a kewl family. I wish my
family was like Mindys and Flowers cuz they really get along not like
my family. Oh and we found some cool shells too.

Ok I have to tell u what Mindy did even though she says not to! But I
have to Mindy I write everything that happens in my diary! lol Really
Im kidding its ok with her that I tell u.

The beach wasnt really nudist but it almost was. There were a few
women who were topfree and there was even a couple there that was
naked. The ppl I met were Lianna and Kyle who were the couple but
Ill tell u more about them later, Josh, and Bowie. Of course Flowers
family is nudist and so am I. They let Ike and Pippy naked part of the
time and Rickie was topfree a lot especially when she was nursing
Pippy. Oh Mindy says Tyrone was topfree! Really Mindys right cuz
topfree means that women and girls should be able to be the same as
men and boys. Otherwise its just sexist. A womans chest isnt any
more sexy than a mans! Then Flower and I decided to go topfree!
Flower said “come on Mindy” but I told Mindy she didnt have to. But
Mindy said she really wanted to she was just embarrassed with guys
there! So I said just do what ur comfortable doing.

But then guess what Mindy did? She took her bikini top off! So Mindy
was topfree! Isnt that kewl? But then she felt embarrassed and put it
back on. She felt bad about it but I said thats ok Mindy! It was her
first time being topless in public I mean since she was a little girl of
course. Its hard the first time! Flower didnt really understand that cuz
shes been a nudist since she was a baby so its just natural to her. But
its a good step for Mindy! She went topfree! Yay Mindy!

Anyway we had a lot of fun at the beach. Lianna and Kyle r really nice
too they know Flowers family but they arent Baptists. We had lunch
with them. We got these hot dogs that were really long they were like
a foot long! I thought wed be drinking a lot of sodas with ice cuz we
had a lot in an ice chest but it wasnt very hot it was nice! Oh and
guess what else we had? Watermelon! U can bury watermelon in the
sand to keep it cold! Isnt that kewl? But wipe the sand off b4 u eat it!
lol

We didnt do the game where u ride on someones shoulders and try to
knock them off cuz thats hard to do at the beach. The waves just
knock u over!

Then we went to Lianna and Kyles house. They dont have a big house
but its close to the beach. Its not on the beach but its close. Theyre
cool they even let me use one of their computers! And they have a cat
whos really friendly her name is Caboose cuz they said she follows u
everything! lol Shes a calico so she has black and gray and brown fur.
Lianna works for an energy company and Kyle works for a computer
company that does internet service. I told him about Luke cuz of
course he knows a lot about computers. But Kyle said their company
is local it doesnt have service in our area. Kyle liked to go surfing and
Lianna does it sometimes too! I never gone surfing so I dont know.
Im afraid Id fall off and get pulled down by a wave! Kyle said that
happened to him but he was ok. But Mindy said she wants to surf!

We all went out to dinner together we had pizza. And they talked me
into playing video games! I dont really play them very much Im not
very good at them.

later

Lauras not here yet! But they called and theyll be here tomorrow. I
cant wait to see her!

Mindy spent the night with me and we found some hot websites! We
found one that has like hundreds of stories! So Ill tell my friends they
should send their stories to them! Its like u can find stories about
anything! Mindy even found some about her secret fantasy so u can
guess what she did! Ok so I did it too! ;) It was sharies time! LMAO

Sunday July 24 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Lauras here! Yay! I didnt get to see her today but I will tomorrow!

I got an email from Yvette and their family and even one that was just
from Allen! Isnt that kewl? Yvette talked about her plans. She said we
can go to the lake again cuz everybody liked that, and to Six Flags so
I can finally see it! Oh and to a rodeo! And of course to see Allen and
his band play! Oh she said she didnt know about our costume party
idea cuz the only time we could do it is the weekend and thats the
only time Stu has his kids. Their names r Randy hes 4 and Prudence
shes 3. He wants to take them to Six Flags.

Then I read the email from Allen! It wasnt a long email but its kewl he
sent me one! He said he really wanted me to see his band again and u
know what that means! If he really wants me to see him again then
that means he really wants to see me again! Isnt that kewl? They play
on Friday nights. Oh and this was really funny but he signed it Allen
the Shark! LMAO Its a joke cuz when I showed him my figurine
collection and that I was a mermaid in it he said he would be a shark!
I hope he doesnt eat me! LMAO j/k I think I said he could give me a
shark figurine in my last email! lol Of course I was just kidding he
doesnt have to if he doesnt want to. If u dont know Im collecting a
figurine for each of my friends. I describe my Figurine Friends
collection on my site so look for it! Allen is really kewl and so is their
whole family. I cant wait to see them! And Mindy and Becky r going
too which is totally kewl! And of course were seeing Harmony!

Monday July 25 2005

I am really glad Ill see Laura today! But Mommy is driving me crazy!
Daddy is never coming back if Mommy keeps calling him all the time!
Its like now Nolan will say hes not home when really I think he is. I
dont think Denise says that. If Daddy needs a break from Mommy
then she has to give him a break! U cant force somebody thats not
right and it straight up doesnt work! Sometimes I wish Mommy
would just grow up. Its like I couldnt even go anywhere if she wasnt
going to Page and Perrys all the time. If u dont know thats her Mom
and Dad theyre my grandparents but I always call them Page and
Perry.

later

Guess whos here with me right now? Mindy and Laura! Isnt that
kewl? Laura lives in Chicago and I havent seen her in a long time!
Weve been friends since we were 8 and shes one of my best friends.
Shes going to spend the night with me but we arent sure what night
yet. Shes a great friend! Shes a high school senior like me well both
start our senior year soon. Oh Laura says too soon! lol Its cool too
cuz Laura and Mindy really like each other. I think if Laura lived here
theyd be best friends too! I wish Laura could move back here and she
does too. Really she says she likes living there better than she did so
thats kewl. She said she hated it b4. But her Dads not super strict like
he was b4 she was diagnosed with anorexia. They said he was too
hard on her. Laura said hes still really strict but not like it was. Oh and
she wants me to tell u that I was the one who reported it and she
thinks I saved her life! Really I dont think I did but Im glad I helped.

Ok Mindys jumping up and down cuz she has good news! She has a
babysitting job! Shes babysitting two kids a girl and a boy. Mindy
says their names r Brandi which is almost like my older sisters name
and Dustin. Brandi is 7 and Dustin is 5. I thought his name was Justin
but thats their older brother whos 12. The parents r Jean and Hugo.
They have two older kids too but we dont know their names I think
theyre a lot older. They just need her to babysit on Mondays and
Fridays cuz those r the days they both work. So shes starting on
Friday.

Ok I have to go Laura and Mindy and I r going to the fitness center!

later

Laura got to meet Ella so that was kewl! And Ella had a big surprise!
Carol wasnt there today but I think she will be tomorrow so maybe
Laura will meet her then. But guess what else? Laura will be here for
Lammas so she can go to our Wiccan branch sabbat! Isnt that kewl?

Ok I have to tell u Ellas news. She and Wendi finished writing their
story! Ella was embarrassed to tell Mindy and me about it cuz Laura
was there and of course Ella didnt really know Laura. So she just
whispered that they finished it! I havent read it yet theyre going to
email it to me. I didnt think Laura would want to read it cuz she had
some bad experiences with sex. She lost her virginity when she was
14. I usually like to say u give ur virginity not lose it but she said she
felt like she lost it which is sad.

Tuesday July 26 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Happy B-day Templer!

Laura is excited about going to Lammas! She never gets to go to
Wiccan ceremonies which is sad. Shes spending the night with me
tomorrow which is kewl. Ellas coming over tonight of course so Ill
get to read the story she and Wendi wrote! She warned me its hot!

I really miss Daddy but Im glad I can spend the night with somebody
more than one day a week now. He thinks I wont study if I do that
but like Im going to study when Im going to bed anyway?

later

I got a real problem! Mommy is talking about how much our
apartment costs with rent and utilities and everything. And shes saying
it would be cheaper to live at Page and Perrys! I straight up do not
want to live at Page and Perrys! We stayed there b4 but that was
when Uncle Frankie wasnt living there too. Its like where am I going
to sleep? Page and Perry got a room and Uncle Frankie and Aunt Ebee
have their room which is the one I used to share with Aunt Ebee, and
then Mommy and Matthew could have the other room. So like where
am I supposed to sleep? Mommy is straight not thinking this totally
wont work!

And the other prob is that means Id be going back to the high school I
went to as a sophomore and I straight up do not want to do that! The
friends I had stopped talking to me and I didnt even like going there. I
want to graduate at my high school not my old one!

later

I got a lot to tell u! I talked to Laura about my problem and we talked
to Becky and guess what Becky said? She said why couldnt Mommy
and Matthew and I move in with them! She said since her Daddy died
its hard to keep making payments on their house. I thought they
owned it but they still have to make payments I guess on a loan or
something. Joni got married like two years ago so shes not there, and
Kevin is at college, and Beth will be going to college even though I
think shes going to one thats close. So its just Becky and her Mom
Kay and maybe Beth in a big house! Really that could be cool cuz it
would mean Id be living with Becky whos one of my best friends and
I think it would be good for her too. And of course they have a
swimming pool and jacuzzi and I could even bring Mr Biggles with
me!

The bad part is it would mean I would be an hour away from Mindy
and Germana and my other friends! I really like living next door to
Mindy and of course Germana and I just became best friends. Oh and
my coven branch! How can I move when Im a leader in my branch?
So I dont know maybe it wont work. But I dont want to move in with
Page and Perry and not even have my own room! What am I going to
do sleep on the couch?

later

Ella spent the night with me and it was kewl! I talked to her about the
moving thing but she said my Mommy says lots of things that straight
up never happen. Shes right. Really theres no way it would work for
us to move in. And what if Daddy moves back? Cuz really he might
do that he might even do that soon. I hope so!

Guess what? I read Ella and Wendis story and it is really good! I didnt
know they could write that well! Theyre only 12 and 13 but theyre
already great writers! They wrote it using pseudonyms so nobody will
know its them. But it is hot! Ellas character finds a cave and u wont
believe what she finds in it! ;) I wont tell u the whole story but I think
they should post it on this story site we found. This story has more
about Ellas character cuz its her fantasy but she said Wendi wrote
most of it. Theyre starting another one thats about Wendis fantasy but
I dont think Wendis will be as violent. Its not real violent just a little
and theres just a little blood not much.

Oh and they want me to edit the story! They said they might have
made mistakes but really I dont think they made very many. Ella is
really smart and so is Wendi.

I really wanted to do sharies with Ella but I didnt know if she was
comfortable doing that. I know she likes doing it by herself now! She
did sleep in my bed with me so that was cool. I wish I could get her
to do cuddles more cuz I think it would be good for her.

Im still trying to write my story about the girl and the wedding ring
but it straight up isnt happening. Its not a sexy story its just a story. I
really want to write a story I can finish!