Friday, March 22, 2002
Dear Mr Biggles
I felt sorry for Pamela! I talked to her today and she said really she never really french kissed
anybody. She said she just drank on that question in the slumber party game cuz everybody else did
and she didnt want to be the only one who didnt. I told her that was ok a couple girls at the last one
never french kissed so I think she felt better. But she also said she thinks she didnt understand a
couple of the questions and answered wrong and I said dont worry it was just a game!
Becky and me are still trying to figure out how to do a group date. I know Mommy and Daddy wouldnt
want me going with just a group of teenagers thered have to be a chaperone.
I babysat Erica. We played this game with Barbie where she was kidnapped by Yasmin and then Ken
had to rescue her. It was pretty funny. She wanted to take them into the bathtub with her but I told her
it could mess them up.
Einstein was real nice to me I think hes used to me now. He kept smelling me though I think he smelled
Mr Biggles! Lol
Mr. and Mrs. Zim paid me $7.50 for babysitting so Im making some money again!
Oh guess what? Bennys going to help Nolan and so Denise and my other little cousins will be moving
out here soon! More babysitting money! J/k Im not that greedy!
I got to feel our baby kick again.
Saturday, March 23, 2002
Dear Mr Biggles
I didnt do much today. My ear is getting better I thought it was getting infected but its not.
Tomorrow I see JuLeS!
Sunday, March 24, 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
I didnt know what to do today! We had communion they dont have it every time like the Catholic
church just sometimes. I took it before cuz everybody else does but today Pastor Jay was talking
about it and how its a sign of dedication and cleansing of Christ so I didnt know if I should really do it. I
did cuz I didnt want to seem wierd but I dont know if I should have. I wanted to ask JuLeS or Deacon
Mike or Sister Vicky but of course I couldnt.
Oh Harmony and a bunch of ppl told me I should tell JuLeS if he does something I dont like. They said
if u care about someone u should be able to talk about things and Harmony said how can u do
something u cant talk about? They were talking about when he touched me too hard but I guess that
would be communion too. Is it?
Roger was being wierd he made a nasty joke about why they call today Palm Sunday cuz of what u do
with ur palm but I didnt really want to hear it. The choir sang today and theres just about 10 of them
but they sounded pretty good. Its not a regular choir but they might make it one. There doing an
Easter program next Sunday. Sister Vicky said maybe I could ask my family to go. I mean it would be
neat if they did but it might be kind of wierd too.
Mommy says shes getting more tired all the time. I dont know if shes going to clean much longer shes
getting bigger! Leslie and Naomi are planning a baby shower for her and Denise cuz Denise will be
here soon. It will probably be May 18 which is a Saturday. Its neat cuz Leslie doesnt even know
Denise. Leslie said lots of showers are for both men and women now cuz men raise the babies too but
I dont think Daddy is interested. Nolan said its ok with him either way. I think if I was married Id want my
husband at my baby shower. Especially if my husband was Jules!
Monday, March 25 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Im all worried about math again. I dont think Im doing very. I got a C first semester which is good but
now its like I cant even think straight!
Nolan talked about the plans for him and Benny to get his family and their stuff. Nolan loves Denise so
much its soo sweet! Oh I asked everybody if they wanted to go to the Easter program at church.
Leslie asked Mommy if and Daddy wanted to go to Catholic service too so I dont know what will
happen.
Tuesday, March 26, 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
I FINALLY saw Return to Neverland! I didnt even think it was still out but Becky and I found a theater
where it was. It was good but I liked the first one better. This one didnt have a lot about Wendy who
was my favorite when I was little and used to pretend to be Wendy. I wanted Peter Pan to take me
away from everything!
Mr. Rodriguez talked to me today and I learned I might have a learning disability! He said I may have
problems with computational skills (how do u spell that). I guess theres some test for it. So I told
Mommy and Daddy and Daddy says thats just an excuse the schools make for not doing their job. I
dont think thats it cuz I had problems before. I wonder if JuLeS has that problem too cuz hes smart
and Mr Rodriguez said lots of ppl with learning disabilities are smart.
Wednesday, March 27, 2002
I am soo tired of hearing arguments about the STOOPID poker game! All I hear is arguing about it. I
think Nolan might not go anymore just cuz my Mommy and Daddy fight about it all the time even
though I think Nolan wins money. Daddy said he won $50 but then Mommy says so but how much did
u lose? Im glad JuLeS and I dont argue like that I just wish he wasnt so jealous! Like Im going to be
interested in another guy when I have the best guy in the world!
Oh Im doing something in The Sims which is cool. If u dont know what that is its this computer game
where u make ppl and then see what they do. U can build their houses and buy their furniture and
even chose what clothes they will were. Well somebody said u could make urself as a character so I
made me and Jules! I bet our characters fall in love! Ill do more on it soon cuz SpRiNg VaCaTiOn is
coming!
Thursday, March 28, 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
I learned something AWFUL! A really good friend of mine got ARRESTED! Its for something totally
STOOPID too. Its like u cant trust anybody cuz they will spy on u and even make stuff up! Dont trust
anybody!
Oh Kichi is dating Kenny now. I dont know him real well. And we didnt have tutoring today I think Dale
is on vacation or has tests or something. But I did see <3 JuLeS <3 !
We had our ceremony tonight which was our first one with White Horse after his initiation. It was the
full moon. Lilitha wasnt there cuz she cant come on Thursdays. I told the coven a little about my friend
and Aunt Eva and Snow Bird shes the High Priestess both said these are dangerous times for anyone
who does anything different than the status quo (how do u spell that). Its like the government now is
trying to take away all our freedoms. There even trying to make religion more restricted so u cant
follow ur beliefs unless ur Christian.
Friday, March 29, 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Ive had my diary online since August 23 but this is IT! With whats happening I just cant trust anybody
anymore. My friend tried to help ppl he even helped me to keep me safe and now hes in jail! I cant
say who but this is AWFUL! So Im just keeping my diary to myself now but Ill let Becky and Laura see
it of course. I guess I might let others see it if they ask but Im NOT putting it online anymore! I guess Ill
finish this month but thats it! I dont want to go to jail!
I wish I was with Benny and Uncle Oz and Brandy. They are having fun in Palm Springs and Im stuck
here with my rents. But soon Ill be going to camp and I cant wait for that!
Mr Zim wants me to babysit Erica again. Thats good cuz I can always use more money! Specially cuz I
got to save money for my BoYfRiEnD Jules Birthday!
Saturday, March 30, 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
I went to Beckys with Linda and u should see their back yard! Its all dug up where there going to put
the SwImMiNg PoOl! It should be really cool cuz I LoVe to swim!
Oh so then I get home and guess what Mr Biggles is stuck up a tree! And he cant get down and I cant
reach him cuz the branches are too small. So we call the fire department and they say they cant help
us! I mean its like u cant trust anybody to help u anymore! But then Naomi said “what goes up must
come down”and if he got up by himself he can get down by himself. Well he did thank Goddess!
We changed the date of the shower to May 11. Its still a Saturday but there were problems with the
other date. Page and Aunt Ebee are helping too. There wont be any guys there cuz Daddy doesnt
want to go so I cant ask JuLeS!
Sunday, March 31, 2002
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
EaStEr! Mommy and Daddy didnt go to church with me. Mommy didnt even go with Leslie she said
she had too much to do to get ready.
Church was neat. The choir sang and they had Brother Ben read from the Bible and he was in a
biblical costume. They didnt show the crucifixion which was good I didnt want to see that anyway they
just had the choir. They want to make the choir regular after summer is over. We didnt have Sunday
school because the choir sang it twice.
Jules was Really HANDSOME! He wore a white shirt and black pants and tie and jacket and had shiny
black dress shoes. I wore a long lacy flowered dress and my new sandals. Lots of ppl were more
dressed up than usual of course Deacon Mike always dresses up. Even Randy wore a tie today!
Sister Vicky wore a dress that was a lot like mine we almost matched! I wish I could have had Easter
dinner with them but of course I did with my family which is ok.
Somebody said something about Easter eggs but Jules doesnt believe in them he said there a pagan
symbol. It makes me feel real uncomfortable when he says things like that I mean Im pagan! Eggs are
a symbol of new life and Aunt Eva says thats why they are used for Easter.
I had Easter with Mommy and Daddy of course and with Page and Perry, Aunt Ebee and Nolan. We
had Leslie here too which is good cuz shes Mommys best friend. We ate ham and sweet potatoes and
mashed potatoes and gravy and hard-boiled eggs and salad and apple pie and ice cream. And there
was ChOcOlAtE! I love to eat the ChOcOlAtE bunnies yummy yummy! Look out or Ill bite ur little ears
off! LMAO.
Oh I forgot to say that Sister Vicky and Deacon Mike wanted me to babysit Randy but I cant cuz thats
when Ill be gone on the youth retreat with Jules! I cant wait for it!
Later
Guess what? Benny and Uncle Oz showed up! Nolan was still here I guess he knew they were coming
but nobody else did! I think Benny and Nolan are driving down together to get the rest of Nolan and
Denises stuff and then Denise and the kids are flying back but Im not sure. And guess what else?
Uncle Oz said hes got another time share and we could stay there if we wanted! I sure hope we can
go this time cuz Benny said Palm Springs was lots of fun! This one is in the mountains so that should
be cool. I hope we can go!
Unc couldnt stay but Benny is so I let him have his room and I slept in Brandys room which was my
room. I dont even know whose room is whose anymore! I wish Brandy were here too I didnt think Id
miss her but I do.
Copyright 2002 - 2007 by The Loveshade Family
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LoRiEn
LoVeShAdE
Harmony and a
bunch of ppl told
me I should tell
JuLeS if he does
something I dont
like.
I bet our
characters fall in
love!
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Ill finish posting
my diary for this
month but thats it!
I dont want to go
to jail!
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Ill be babysitting
my little cuzins
when they move
here!
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If I was married Id
want my husband
at my baby
shower.
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I might have a
learning
disability!
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Mr Biggles got
stuck up a tree!
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My brother Benny
and Uncle Oz
showed up!
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Poor Pamela said
she never really
French kissed
anyone! She didnt
want to be the
only one who
didnt.
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A really good
friend of mine got
arrested!
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I stopped posting my diary online after March 2002 cuz a friend of mine got arrested for doing nothing wrong! I
was afraid theyd come after me! Later I learned they took my friends copy of my diary as evidence. It took
forever to get it back! And then it was like five years b4 they finally said that nothing was illegal. I still wrote my
diary every day, and I started posting it publicly under a pseudonym on June 16, 2005. Someday I might post
about what happened in between those dates but Im not ready to yet!