| JuLy 4 - 6 2005 |
Monday July 4 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Todays the 4th of July and I feel like I dont even care. Its Mommys b-
day shes 40 of course she talks about it all the time. I just wish Daddy
was here! What kind of birthday is Mommy going to have if Daddys
not here?
later
I feel really bad about this but Mindy says its not my fault! Mommy
was just complaining and screaming and crying and everything and I
couldnt stand it! So I left! I came over here Im at Mindys. Theres no
way I want to leave Mommy alone on her birthday. But its not my
fault she doesnt want to be with our family!
later
Ok Mommy totally changed her mind. She said she wanted to be with
the family! But then Im like what about Daddy? Its like nobody knows
what to do! So it was just Mommy, Page, Perry, Aunt Ebee, Uncle
Frankie, and me. Oh and Matthew of course and Leslie came too shes
Mommys friend and she brought Lawton. We saw fireworks and had
a barbecue but I didnt even care. I just wanted to see Daddy! Oh and
of course we had a birthday party for Mommy but it wasnt much of a
party cuz she was upset the whole time!
I wish Mindy and I were with Becky this weekend instead of next
weekend. Or I could have gone with Germana and her family. Theyre
leaving for Europe soon and I wont even see them for a while. But I
wanted to be here for Mommy cuz she needed me. But really I wish I
wasnt here! And I really miss Daddy. I dont think hes ever coming
back!
Tuesday July 5 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Daddys still not back but I dont feel as upset as I did. Hes been gone
b4 and for a lot longer but then he came back. He moved to Ohio cuz
he lost his job here so he was gone for a long time like a year. But
now hes working at the plumbing place with Nolan so hes not going
very far. And hes at Denise and Nolans and theyre just an hour away.
If hes not back this weekend I can see him there cuz Mindy and I r
housesitting with Becky.
later
OMG Mindy and I just read Steve Steves story about us! It was
totally hot but its also weird and parts of it were totally sweet! Mindy
says I should explain. The first part is really sweet and its totally true.
It talks about Mindy and me being soul mates through the ages and
also about how we take showers and baths together. Mindy is half
Japanese and thats a Japanese tradition for friends to bathe together.
Its Hadaka no Tsukiai which means the best friends r naked friends.
That part was beautiful. Mindy and I cuddled when we read that and
Mindy made us read that part twice b4 we even read the rest. We lied
on my bed in our sleepshirts and read it on her laptop. I have a big bed
so theres lots of room. It really is what we do together and it shows
the love we have for each other. Shes my spiritual sister and I love
her bunches. She says she loves me too.
Anyway the rest of it is Steve Steves dream. That part was weird but
also totally hot! U straight up wouldnt believe what happens in Steve
Steves dream but Im not going to tell u that part cuz its too
embarrassing! Mindy and I r both in it and so is Becky! Oh and Beth
too not Beckys sister the one whos Steve Steves friend. I dont know
her IRL but shes a good online friend and she writes a diary and
poetry too. Oh and Mindy says I should tell u she wrote a totally hot
story too but we werent in that one! lol And of course Steve Steves
story isnt true its just a story about a dream. And I think hes writing
more!
I really want to show our story to Germana and Mindy says I can cuz
its just a dream story. Steve Steve said I can show his stories just be
discrete. And Germana wont know its us anyway cuz the names will
be different! So really its ok. I know Becky would say it was ok she
doesnt care. And Germana doesnt even know Beth. Oh and I might
show Ella and and I guess Carol too. I dont know about Carol but I
wont tell her its about us! I have to show Germana soon cuz shes
leaving for Europe and shell be gone most of the summer. I think shes
coming over Thursday so I can show her then.
Oh and Mindy says I have to tell this cuz this was funny. In Steve
Steves dream hes watching us on his laptop. So somebody says were
on Steve Steves dream cam! lol Oh Mindy said Becky said that. I
mean in the story. Becky didnt say that IRL she hasnt read the story
yet! Mindy and I r making her wait til were housesitting with her and
we can all read it together. So I guess I cant show the story to
anybody til Becky reads it.
It is so kewl that Steve Steve would write a story about us! Its like
Mindy and I would never do what we do in the story but thats ok cuz
its just Steve Steves dream. U can dream about anything! And I dont
even know if its a real dream. Of course I have really weird dreams
and really my fantasies r weird too. Theyre a lot weirder than Steve
Steves! lol
Ok I know ppl will ask so Ill tell u. Yes Mindy and I held hands and
did sharies! But we didnt touch each other downstairs we just took
care of ourselves! We had to do it we were feeling too exponential!
LMAO
Wednesday July 6 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Im glad we read Steve Steves story last night cuz my period started! I
dont want to do sharies on my period! I did that at a wild all girl
sleepover once but that was different. Maybe my period started cuz I
got too excited! LMAO
I cant believe he wrote a story about me. I mean me and Mindy and
Becky of course. Nobody ever wrote a story about me like that b4!
But then this is weird. I really want to thank Steve Steve cuz its totally
cool. But its like how do I thank him? How can u say “thanx for
writing a sexy story about me?” I mean when its things u never did
and u dont plan to do so dont think anything! LMAO Mindy thinks it
should be easy like just send him an email. But I dont know. I am so
glad he wrote it dont think that! Its totally kewl. But its embarrassing!
Ok Ill talk about something else. My class is going by so fast I cant
believe it! I got behind on the reading I have to catch up! Its hard
when u have a long weekend. And of course Ive been worried about
Daddy but Im not even worried anymore. I dont care what he and
Mommy do. It is straight up not my problem! If they want to act like
little kids so what? And Ill see Daddy this weekend anyway. I know
he wouldnt like me housesitting with Becky instead of staying at my
cuzins but so what? If he doesnt like it he can move back and then he
can tell me what to do. I mean he can try! LMAO
later
Herbie called me and wished me Happy Anniversary! Of course our
two year one is next month but this is twenty three months. Poor
Herbie he straight up doesnt know whats going to happen. But really I
dont know whats going to happen either! I want to be free but I dont
want to lose my boo baby!
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Todays the 4th of July and I feel like I dont even care. Its Mommys b-
day shes 40 of course she talks about it all the time. I just wish Daddy
was here! What kind of birthday is Mommy going to have if Daddys
not here?
later
I feel really bad about this but Mindy says its not my fault! Mommy
was just complaining and screaming and crying and everything and I
couldnt stand it! So I left! I came over here Im at Mindys. Theres no
way I want to leave Mommy alone on her birthday. But its not my
fault she doesnt want to be with our family!
later
Ok Mommy totally changed her mind. She said she wanted to be with
the family! But then Im like what about Daddy? Its like nobody knows
what to do! So it was just Mommy, Page, Perry, Aunt Ebee, Uncle
Frankie, and me. Oh and Matthew of course and Leslie came too shes
Mommys friend and she brought Lawton. We saw fireworks and had
a barbecue but I didnt even care. I just wanted to see Daddy! Oh and
of course we had a birthday party for Mommy but it wasnt much of a
party cuz she was upset the whole time!
I wish Mindy and I were with Becky this weekend instead of next
weekend. Or I could have gone with Germana and her family. Theyre
leaving for Europe soon and I wont even see them for a while. But I
wanted to be here for Mommy cuz she needed me. But really I wish I
wasnt here! And I really miss Daddy. I dont think hes ever coming
back!
Tuesday July 5 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Daddys still not back but I dont feel as upset as I did. Hes been gone
b4 and for a lot longer but then he came back. He moved to Ohio cuz
he lost his job here so he was gone for a long time like a year. But
now hes working at the plumbing place with Nolan so hes not going
very far. And hes at Denise and Nolans and theyre just an hour away.
If hes not back this weekend I can see him there cuz Mindy and I r
housesitting with Becky.
later
OMG Mindy and I just read Steve Steves story about us! It was
totally hot but its also weird and parts of it were totally sweet! Mindy
says I should explain. The first part is really sweet and its totally true.
It talks about Mindy and me being soul mates through the ages and
also about how we take showers and baths together. Mindy is half
Japanese and thats a Japanese tradition for friends to bathe together.
Its Hadaka no Tsukiai which means the best friends r naked friends.
That part was beautiful. Mindy and I cuddled when we read that and
Mindy made us read that part twice b4 we even read the rest. We lied
on my bed in our sleepshirts and read it on her laptop. I have a big bed
so theres lots of room. It really is what we do together and it shows
the love we have for each other. Shes my spiritual sister and I love
her bunches. She says she loves me too.
Anyway the rest of it is Steve Steves dream. That part was weird but
also totally hot! U straight up wouldnt believe what happens in Steve
Steves dream but Im not going to tell u that part cuz its too
embarrassing! Mindy and I r both in it and so is Becky! Oh and Beth
too not Beckys sister the one whos Steve Steves friend. I dont know
her IRL but shes a good online friend and she writes a diary and
poetry too. Oh and Mindy says I should tell u she wrote a totally hot
story too but we werent in that one! lol And of course Steve Steves
story isnt true its just a story about a dream. And I think hes writing
more!
I really want to show our story to Germana and Mindy says I can cuz
its just a dream story. Steve Steve said I can show his stories just be
discrete. And Germana wont know its us anyway cuz the names will
be different! So really its ok. I know Becky would say it was ok she
doesnt care. And Germana doesnt even know Beth. Oh and I might
show Ella and and I guess Carol too. I dont know about Carol but I
wont tell her its about us! I have to show Germana soon cuz shes
leaving for Europe and shell be gone most of the summer. I think shes
coming over Thursday so I can show her then.
Oh and Mindy says I have to tell this cuz this was funny. In Steve
Steves dream hes watching us on his laptop. So somebody says were
on Steve Steves dream cam! lol Oh Mindy said Becky said that. I
mean in the story. Becky didnt say that IRL she hasnt read the story
yet! Mindy and I r making her wait til were housesitting with her and
we can all read it together. So I guess I cant show the story to
anybody til Becky reads it.
It is so kewl that Steve Steve would write a story about us! Its like
Mindy and I would never do what we do in the story but thats ok cuz
its just Steve Steves dream. U can dream about anything! And I dont
even know if its a real dream. Of course I have really weird dreams
and really my fantasies r weird too. Theyre a lot weirder than Steve
Steves! lol
Ok I know ppl will ask so Ill tell u. Yes Mindy and I held hands and
did sharies! But we didnt touch each other downstairs we just took
care of ourselves! We had to do it we were feeling too exponential!
LMAO
Wednesday July 6 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Im glad we read Steve Steves story last night cuz my period started! I
dont want to do sharies on my period! I did that at a wild all girl
sleepover once but that was different. Maybe my period started cuz I
got too excited! LMAO
I cant believe he wrote a story about me. I mean me and Mindy and
Becky of course. Nobody ever wrote a story about me like that b4!
But then this is weird. I really want to thank Steve Steve cuz its totally
cool. But its like how do I thank him? How can u say “thanx for
writing a sexy story about me?” I mean when its things u never did
and u dont plan to do so dont think anything! LMAO Mindy thinks it
should be easy like just send him an email. But I dont know. I am so
glad he wrote it dont think that! Its totally kewl. But its embarrassing!
Ok Ill talk about something else. My class is going by so fast I cant
believe it! I got behind on the reading I have to catch up! Its hard
when u have a long weekend. And of course Ive been worried about
Daddy but Im not even worried anymore. I dont care what he and
Mommy do. It is straight up not my problem! If they want to act like
little kids so what? And Ill see Daddy this weekend anyway. I know
he wouldnt like me housesitting with Becky instead of staying at my
cuzins but so what? If he doesnt like it he can move back and then he
can tell me what to do. I mean he can try! LMAO
later
Herbie called me and wished me Happy Anniversary! Of course our
two year one is next month but this is twenty three months. Poor
Herbie he straight up doesnt know whats going to happen. But really I
dont know whats going to happen either! I want to be free but I dont
want to lose my boo baby!
| Copyright by Lorien Loveshade |
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| What kind of birthday is Mommy going to have if Daddys not here? |
OMG Mindy and I just
read Steve Steves
story about us! It was
totally hot!
read Steve Steves
story about us! It was
totally hot!
How do you thank
somebody for
writing a sexy story
about you?
somebody for
writing a sexy story
about you?