| OcToBeR 29 - 31 2005 |
| Saturday October 29 2005 Today is the Nudist Halloween Party and then the Homecoming Dance! I cant wait! later Today was a great day! First I did homework cuz I dont want to get totally behind again. Really I didnt do very much I didnt have time! Oh first I have to tell u what Mindy told me. We both dressed as Zombie Graduates at Germanas Halloween party and we were going to do the same thing tonight. Our costumes always go together. But she said cuz shes going on a date tonight she wasnt sure she really wanted to look like a zombie! Its like would Jody want to kiss her when she had ugly teeth and a gray face? So I was like Mindy! We already dressed the same for one party we dont have to do it every time! Really the only reason I wanted to do it twice was cuz that way we wouldnt need so many costumes. But she said she was worried about it all night! Poor Mindy! Anyway she got a costume for Homecoming that was totally cute! But Ill tell u about that later. First we had the Nudist Halloween Party! Germana didnt go which was sad cuz I thought she would. But she said she had too much cleanup to do from their party. But Becky went! Uncle Oz and Aunt Lizzie picked us up so we all rode together. It was at Johnny and Dorys house they have a big house! They have land too and its all blocked with trees and bushes and walls so its all private. Its a great place for a Nudist party! They have a son hes 3 his name is Lorenzo. There were a lot of ppl I knew there! Flower whos 11 1/2 was there with her family of course. Her father is Tyrone, mother is Rickie, younger brother is Ike whos 6, and younger sister is Pippy who just turned 2 like two weeks ago. Zone was there with Molasses and so was some of their family but I didnt get to meet them all. And Mindee whos Lizzies younger sister was there with Carter whos her husband, and their kids Jade whos 8, Linda whos 5, and Andy whos 1. And Rose whos the one who bodypainted Mindy and me at the World Nude Bike Ride was there too. And she painted me again! Mindy wanted Rose to paint her but she decided she wanted her face painted so she could use the same face for the Homecoming Dance. Of course she needed her whole body painted for the nudist party but not for Homecoming! lol But Rose said she couldnt do a fairy princess like Mindy wanted it. So Molasses did Mindy and shes awesome! Mindy looked like a real painting. Molasses used a lot of lavender and white cuz those r Mindys favorite colors. She even painted little wings on Mindys back. It was kewl cuz Molasses redid Mindys face right b4 we left so it would be fresh for homecoming. I wanted to be a unicorn but I thought I couldnt cuz theres no way u can paint a long horn on ur head and make it look right. But they said they could make me a horn and that was ok. I didnt know if it was cuz ur supposed to be naked but some ppl wore bikini bottoms or shorts anyway. Of course Mindy and I didnt! lol Rose made my whole body white but it was different shades of white. Oh and my hands and feet had gold and she even made a tail going down the back of my right leg! It was awesome. So all I wore was bodypaint and a horn! lol They put this stuff on the bodypaint so it doesnt come off but still u have to be careful. Ok I wont tell u about everybody! lol But I have to tell u about Becky. She was painted as the Garden of Eden! And the apple tree was growing right out of her crotch! LMAO I guess thats where temptation is! lol She didnt wear anything either. But guess who painted her? Johnny! I couldnt believe shed let a guy paint her and she didnt even know him! But hes real nice. He painted her so u couldnt even see her tatoos cept the one that says Daddy’s Baby. She didnt want that one covered. Oh she told everybody shes Crystal and shes 21 but Aunt Lizzie kept calling her Becky anyway! lol Of course shes really 17. Ok Ill tell u what some other ppl were but not all the details! Flower had lots of hearts she was totally cute! Uncle Oz had a tree painted on him I think that was Aunt Lizzies idea. But it wasnt an apple tree! lol Aunt Lizzie had a killer whale. Most ppl werent totally covered they just had part of their body done. Some ppl did themselves but I was like no way would I do that cuz I am straight up not an artist. Oh I have to tell u what Johnny was cuz this was totally funny. He was an elephant! He had the elephant painted on his chest and tummy and u can guess what part of his body was the trunk! LMAO There were a lot of decorations and refreshments and even some games. And of course candy. But I wont write this part all day cuz I want to tell u about Homecoming! I was worried about Carol cuz she didnt even want to go! She was so upset cuz she said Ted dumped her. But I was like dont stay home cuz of something stupid some guy did! But really I think she had a good time. She didnt wear a costume but she looked really pretty! Mindy went as a fairy princess of course. She wore this white sheer flowing skirt over a white leotard. She had white wings but of course these werent painted on! lol They were cute cuz they even moved like wings. And she had this gold tiara she was soo cute! Jody was really lucky to have Mindy as his date! He wore this black tux and had horns and pointed teeth that looked totally real! Ill tell u more about them later! ;) I just went as a zombie graduate again cuz I totally didnt have time to plan another costume. And I didnt care if I looked ugly I didnt want anybody kissing me anyway! lol Germana went as a Indian maiden and somebody said something to her cuz they thought it was racist. But thats just stupid! How is dressing like an Indian racist? She looked totally hot she has nice legs and of course she has really long hair it goes all the way to her butt. She wore it in two braids. Oh I mean she wore her hair in braids not her butt! LMAO She wore a nose ring too. I dont know it that was really Indian but she cant ever wear it to school. But if they made us follow the regular dress code at Halloween Homecoming nobody could come in costume! I didnt really dance with a lot of guys I guess they dont like zombies! lol But I danced with Deno of course I danced with him a lot! He came as a bear so we both wore the same thing we wore at Germanas party. I also danced with Stevie and Jody. Now I have to tell u what happened to Mindy. She said Jody kissed her a lot! And I mean Frenchies! So now shes kissed somebody with fangs! I bet Ella will be jealous! lol But guess what else? Mindy said at the end of the dance when they were alone outside they were kissing I mean really kissing! And his hand was on her lower back and kept moving lower! But it was real slow. Then b4 she knew it his hand was on her butt! :o She said he even liked squeezed it a little! I could not believe it! So Mindy was really glad she didnt go as a zombie. Cuz who wants to squeeze a zombies butt? LMAO Sunday October 30 2005 Dear Mr BiGgLeS Happy 18th Birthday Herbie! Of course he doesnt read this but still. Today hes a legal adult. Really Herbie is totally mature hes acted like an adult for years. I think they should treat u like an adult based on how u act not on how old u r. Its just ageist. I called Herbie even though Ill see him tomorrow. Oh and I wished Miss Sasha happy b-day too cuz hers was a few days ago. I miss being Herbies girlfriend even though I like being free. But if Im free I really should be dating more. But nobodys asking me out cept Deno! Ok I wont keep talking about that. I didnt do much today cept homework. I wrote a little of something I want to do for our secret club. Mindy and I r working on something together! Im glad she joined. Somebody else I know is in the club too but I wont say who! lol Really a few ppl I know online r. I thought about my online diary. Ive written it since I was 13 1/2. I didnt post it all the time and a lot of the time I posted it on a private site. Really until like a couple months ago its been private I think since I turned 14. But I still wrote it every day. I really like writing it and I really like ppl reading it. But Ill be 18 on March 13 and that might change everything. I feel like Ive been an adult for a long time but then it will be legal. I learned that doing sharies with Mindy will still be legal thank Goddess. But thats in California and in Texas it might be illegal! And then Im like what about other states? And so many things r illegal and they keep making laws against more things. Harmony said that leglislators have to make laws or they dont get elected. So they have to make more and more laws. We straight up dont need any more laws! Its like one of the propositions will make it so a teenage girl cant get an abortion until two days after the doctor tells her parents. That is totally wrong! If ur old enough to get pregnant ur old enough to get an abortion. But ppl r even saying that with new ppl going on the Supreme Court they might make abortion illegal! How can they do that? Its like how can somebody else tell u what u can do with ur own body? So I dont know. I really like writing my diary and I really like posting it where ppl can read it. But I dont know if Ill still do it after I turn 18. That might be the last day. Monday October 31 2005 Dear Mr Biggles Good Samhain! And Happy Halloween! Really I wish it wasnt on a Monday this is like the worst day. Oh and Wednesdays a bad day too cuz the new moon is Wednesday and thats when I have college at night. But my branch doesnt celebrate the New Moon anyway. I dont even want to talk about school but Ill tell u about our ceremony! And I learned something cool about Germana and Austra too. But first Ill tell u about babysitting. Kim decided to dress up for Halloween even though she thought she was too old. I was like ur only 10! I think when I told her I was dressing up she changed her mind. Ppl of all ages dress up for Halloween! Sometimes I think when a kid or teenager is trying to act grown up they stop doing things that kids do even if adults do them too. They try to act more adult than adults! But its just posing. Anyway Kim was a hula dancer! And she danced good too! I helped her a little even though really I dont know hula dancing. Its a little like belly dancing which I still have to learn from Germana. Kim had a grass skirt and a bra top that was blue and purple. Its weird cuz she really looks like a teenager! Her hips r bigger and rounder than they were and of course shes worn a bra since she was like 7. But now shes bigger than me upstairs! She totally fills an A cup and I barely fill one. Of course Charlotte her Mom is big. But my Mommy is too so why am I so small? I guess its cuz of my Daddys side of the family. I wish my boobs came from the other side! lol But really Charlotte is very big upstairs I think shes like DD or something and Mommys barely a C. Anyway since Kim had her period shes been acting totally different. I dont know how to explain it. But its like b4 she always wanted to do teenage things but she still acted like a little girl. She was always talking about dating and kissing and of course shes done things I didnt even do til I was 13 or 14! But then the next minute shed act like a spoiled little kid. But now its different. Shes not acting like a kid trying to be a teenager. Shes really acting like a teenager! Of course Rodney still acts like a kid! lol But hes a really good kid hes 8. But guess what he was for Halloween? He was a pirate again! Thats what he wants to be every year! His old costume doesnt even fit him so he got to get a totally new one. And he got another pirate costume! But I guess thats ok. After babysitting we went to join my coven to initiate Dolphinia! My whole branch went which was totally kewl! Goldina went, and Mindy even though she almost had a problem. She babysits and they got back later than they were supposed to! Ella, Wendi, Carol and Germana all went but this is a surprise. Austra went! I thought shed want to do something for Halloween cuz shes only 10. But she said what she wanted to do was her religion! Austra is totally mature. I know I said Kim is acting mature but its different I dont know how to explain it. Kim and Austra r both 10 years old. Kim is physically mature but Austra looks like a little girl. Kim acts like a teenager but Austra acts different. Shes totally organized and always knows exactly what shes doing. And I know Aunt Eva and Miss Sasha were talking about her. I really think Austra is an old soul. I am too and I think so is Mindy. But Austra seems even older. Its almost like everything she does is preparing herself. Oh this I have to tell u. Germana and Austra went to the early Samhain I had last year and that was a year ago! I didnt think they went to a ceremony til later. So theyve been studying Wicca long enough to be initiates! Isnt that kewl? And of course Wendi is really close! U have to study Wicca for a year and a day at least to be an initiate cuz that shows ur serious. U really dont have to know a lot just the basics. Really Wendis been studying it longer but its a year and a day from when she went to her first sabbat. Ok I havent even told you about the ceremony! But really the initiation for Dolphinia was like mine only I wasnt there for the ritual bath part of course. But she did it at Aunt Evas just like I did. I dont remember if I posted mine yet but I promise I will. But it was a wonderful ceremony cuz it combined Samhain and an initiation just like what happened with Becky and me! It was cool cuz we both thought about that. Becky jokes a lot and acts like she doesnt care about things sometimes but u know she does. She just has a lot of energy cuz shes ADD. Really I could use more energy! I am so glad Im a part of my coven and my branch. My coven now has 13 members so its complete. Becky and I joined four years ago which is a long time. I cant believe its been that long. We were 8th graders and now were seniors. I know they say that life goes faster when u get older and it really is true. Its like in a few months Ill be out of high school. Im already in college of course but I know it will be different being just a college student. In kindergarten all the way through 12th grade you have to go to school you dont have a choice. But when u turn 18 u can do whatever u want. It seems really cool but it also means u have a lot more responsibilities. And Herbie is 18 years old now. Hes a man by mans law even though he really has been a man for a long time. Hes a great person and a wonderful friend. I really should have come out for his birthday even though we had a little party for him with the coven. Everything and everybody gets older of course. But its like u dont think about it when ur a kid. U think about having birthdays and telling ppl how old u r. But ur always happy to get older. Ill be excited to be 18 and then 21. But then its like whats after that? When ppl get close to 30 then they dont want to get older. Its weird. I wish we could get to be 21 and then stay there! lol I really dont want to get old. I thought about Ms. Adelman cuz it was the anniversary of her death a few days ago. Thats the same day I got Mr Biggles. Ok thats wrong I got Mr Biggles the day of her funeral. But I think of them both on October 26. I got Mr Biggles to help me feel better cuz I lost Ms. Adelman. Really shes the one who raised me more than Mommy and Daddy. She took care of me for eight years from when I was 2 1/2 to 10 1/2. She helped raise Benny too. I really miss her. Ok I wont write any more about that right now. Im only 17 1/2 I have a long way to go b4 I have to think about dying of old age! lol |
| Copyright 2005 by Lorien Loveshade |
| My DiArY! |
| Mindy was a fairy princess she was so cute! |
| Jody kissed Mindy a lot! And then guess what he did? |
| Would Jody want to kiss her when she had ugly teeth and a gray face? |
| First we had the Nudist Halloween Party! |
| My bodypaint made me look like a unicorn! |
| Johnny was an elephant so guess which part of his body was the trunk? lol |
| Happy 18th Birthday Herbie! |
| We straight up dont need any more laws! |
| Since Kim had her period shes been acting totally different. |
| With new ppl going on the Supreme Court they might make abortion illegal! |
| Sometimes teenagers try to act more like adults than adults! |
| Kim and Austra r both 10 years old but theyre very different. |
| I wish we could get to be 21 and then stay there! |
| Today is the Nudist Halloween Party and then the Homecoming Dance! |
| Will I still write my online diary after I turn 18? |