| FeBrUaRy 1 - 4 2006 |
| Wednesday February 1 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS I always say I wont write a lot about stupid stuff but then I always do it! lol But I wont anymore! lol Ok so I might write a little thats stupid cuz some of my feelings r stupid! lol Brenda wants me to write more about high school cuz she says I never write anything about it! I guess I dont write a lot cuz not much happens. But Ill tell u about them. First period is Dance class with Miss Matthewson of course. Mindy and I both really like her. Deno likes her too and so does V. P. We just learn dance moves and were working on things for our dance concert. It wont just be our class of course! Then I take a shower to get ready for my next class. Second period is Peer Counseling with Ms. Alfred. I like doing Peer Counseling a lot! I dont write much about it cuz what u do is confidential and my friends IRL who read my diary might know who some of the students r. I really like helping ppl I might major in Psychology in college. Third period is Woodshop with Mr. Madison. He wants everybody to be safe and we have to be really careful. But I think it will be fun! Well just be doing basic stuff at first but then well do our own projects! Fourth period is English with Ms. Gaines. Shes very serious when she wants u to work but shes a great teacher! She really helps u and she gets excited when u do something really good. She doesnt get excited a lot but its cool when she does! Id really like to show her more of my poetry but u cant show ur teacher everything! Ill write more about college later. Mindy and I have Computers on Tuesdays with Mr. Benson and I have Spanish with Señorita Romero on Wednesdays. Tomorrow is Imbolc which means the elevation of Austra, Tamber, and Mindy! Yay! Thursday February 2 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS Im totally excited about tonight! Its Imbolc and were raising Tamber, Mindy, and Austra! later Tonight was really kewl! Everyone in my new coven was there for Imbolc. Its also called Candlemas. And now we have somebody new! First I helped Mindy and Austra get ready. Austra did a vigil last night and Mindy did too! I wish I could have helped them but I had Spanish. But they said that was ok. Really u dont have to do a vigil the night b4 anyway. The preparation really is during the year b4 and then u get totally prepared right b4 the ceremony. I didnt know how wed do it cuz we had Austra becoming an Inititate, Mindy who was an Initiate becoming a Lesser Priestess, and Tamber who was a Priest becoming High Priest. I dont really know what happened with Tamber cuz Ive never been a High Priestess. But I helped Goldina prepare Austra! Goldina and I asked Austra questions about Wicca and about her beliefs. Of course shes both Catholic and Wiccan so we asked her about that. Its hard to make them work together but she does it! She believes that Jesus is an aspect of God and Mary is an aspect of Goddess. She also believes the world will end during the reign of the next Pope. Thats an old prophecy. But really I dont know. Its like all my life ppl said the world will end and it hasnt ended yet! I respect Austras beliefs. But I dont really think the world will end. I believe God and Goddess will preserve it til were able to take care of it ourselves. Really we should be doing that now but we arent. Mindy says she believes that too. Shes spending the night with me. Goldina and I had Austra take the ritual bath but of course Ive described that b4. U can read about my Initiation cuz hers was mostly the same. She takes the bath by herself and is bathed in the elements. I listened for her to ring the bell that she was ready and then I brought her the robe. When ur initiated in our coven u dont wear anything but a white sheet. My old coven does it that way too. Austra had to wait while we accepted Tamber as our High Priest. I havent known him very long but hes cool. Of course Goldina and Miss Sasha know him. We all had to say we accepted him at the ceremony. Of course we all did. It was cool cuz he talked about different aspects of the God. Some covens believe theres only one power with a male and female side and some believe theres a God and Goddess. Others believe theres many Gods and Goddesses. Wiccans can be different we dont have to all be the same. I believe theres one God with different aspects and one Goddess with different aspects too. I usually invoke Goddess as Artemis but not always. I dont have just one for the God I do him differently different times. Of course Mindy usually invokes them as Japanese Gods and Goddesses and Austra as Jesus and Mary. Mindy says she does different ones at different times. It was cool elevating Mindy! Ive never helped elevate a Lesser Priestess b4. My old coven doesnt have that. My new one does it for somebody whos been an Initiate and is ready to be a full Wiccan but hasnt had her first period yet. A guy whos ready but has hasnt had his first emission could be a Lesser Priest. U cant be a full Wiccan until ur an adult by nature. Some Wiccans say u r but u really arent. B4 that u cant really channel ur flow which is ur connection with the flow of nature. Mindy wants me to tell u about her questions. Miss Sasha always asks u questions! lol She asked Mindy “Why do u want to be a Lesser Priestess?” Mindy said so she could serve ppl better and the God and Goddess. Oh she said in balance with the God and Goddess. Then Miss Sasha asked her “cant u serve as an Initiate?” Mindy said “yes.” Then Miss Sasha asked her “then why be a Lesser Priestess? Why not stay an Initiate?” Mindy told her because she wants to grow. It was a cool ceremony but I cant tell u everything! lol Mindy and I decided to do something too. Dont worry cuz we arent getting tatoos and we arent cutting our head hair short. But I wont write what it is cuz some ppl read this and its a surprise! lol later Ok Im going to write some more cuz I cant sleep! Poor Mindy I keep waking her up. She says shes not mad thank Goddess! I want to list everybody whos in my new coven now cuz its changed. Elder Priestess Miss Sasha High Priestess Goldina High Priest Tamber Priestess Artariel who is me Lorien Lesser Priestess Sennyoko who is Mindy Initiate Desmodia who is Ella Initiate Sealegs who is Carol Initiate Tanzera who is Germana Initiate Zwillina who is Wendi Initiate Virginia of Arc who is Austra We talked about some things we might change but Ill write them later. I dont want to stay up all night! lol Friday February 3 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS Guess what? Mindy got a date for the Valentines Day Dance! Yay Mindy! Jody asked her to go which was a total surprise. Its weird cuz she went with him to Homecoming and then he never asked her out again. I think Mindy thought he didnt like her! She said she didnt think that and of course thats not true. He just started dating Carol again but now theyre broke up. Thats Carol whos a senior not my friend Carol! lol Anyway its really cool. Jodys in orchestra with Mindy he plays violin and she plays flute. I still dont have a date for the dance and its in a week! Nobodys asked me cept Deno. Doesnt anybody else want to go anywhere with me? Kaylas going with Randy and Carols going with Erik of course. Thats Carol whos my friend in my coven not Jodys old girlfriend. I think Ill just go with friends. Really Valentines Day is special u dont want to go with just anybody! And really theres nobody I want to ask. I just hope Deno isnt too upset cuz Im not going with him! I thought he would ask Mindy but he didnt. But Im glad shes got a date! I just wish I had one. But really I dont care. Tomorrow Im going to help Becky move. I hope shes ok! Saturday February 4 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS Guess who came with me to help Becky move? Germana! Isnt that kewl? Im staying Sunday too but Germanas going back tonight cuz they got the Super Bowl Party on Sunday. Weve been moving a lot. Beth will be staying with Phoebe so it will just be Becky and her mom Kay. Theyll be staying in a small apartment til they get a new house so we have to move their stuff to this storage place. Ok Ill write more later we have more moving to do! later It took forever to move stuff cuz they had problems with the truck! That sucked! We had to borrow a van. They sold most of their furniture already so we didnt have to move all that thank Goddess. The bad part was Becky and Kays apartment is upstairs! We got really tired carrying everything. But we had a lot of help so that was good. It was really sad cuz we used the jacuzzi one last time. I remember when they first built it and the swimming pool. I was one of the first ppl to use it even b4 they built the cuzzi house. Really it felt good using it cuz we were all getting sore! We didnt skinny dip of course cuz we had a lot of ppl! Joni and Andre really wanted to help but they couldnt this weekend. But thats ok cuz they helped already. I want to tell u who was in the cuzzi cuz this is the last time! We put up a sign that said “Last Call!” lol Becky wore a black bikini, Beth wore a blue one piece with white trim, Kay wore a one piece thats black on the bottom with blue flowers and blue on top with black flowers, Kevin wore red trunks with black flowers, Hiti wore a hot pink bikini top with white flowers and matching shorts, Amin wore blue trunks with black flowers, Phoebe wore a green one piece with a flower print, Germana wore a purple tank top with black shorts, Gus wore brown trunks with a white print, and I wore my lavendar tankini that has pink trim. I have to get a new swimsuit but thats ok. We didnt break the record but we still had a lot of ppl in the cuzzi! Oh and it was fun cuz we all wished Brandy a Happy Birthday! Benny and Brandy really want me to go to Bennys old college cuz its close. I applied to three different colleges but I straight up dont know where Im going to go. I dont know who wants me! later Germana didnt go back she spent the night! Im writing this Sunday but this is what happened Saturday night. Poor Becky couldnt decide where she wanted to sleep! We moved her bed into the apartment of course but she didnt want to leave her old house! Really they still have some stuff there I guess theyll finish it Sunday. I wish I could help but I know Daddy wants me to watch the Super Bowl with him. Anyway Becky wanted to spend one more night at her house so we had to get sleeping bags and blankets. We almost didnt make it cuz the storage place was ready to close! It was weird cuz the house was almost totally empty. Its almost like its not the same house. Germana wanted us to smoke bud but I didnt and I dont think Becky wanted to either. It was the last night shed be there so I think she wanted to think about that when she wasnt jacked or something. But she changed her mind later! lol Finally we got to bed which really was on sleeping bags and blankets on the floor. Germana was on the left, Becky in the middle, and I was on the right. But then we couldnt sleep! Finally I start going to sleep and then Becky wakes me up! Then she says “lets go use the cuzzi!” And I was like Becky we just did! But I guess she didnt want it to be the last time. So Germana and I got up. Then Becky said “lets drink something!” And I was like Becky theres no booze in the house! But Becky really wanted to and it was her last night. So she and Germana went to get booze with Beckys fake ID and I got the cuzzi ready. We always put up a sign but the only one there was the one that said “Last Call” which is what we used earlier. I know we didnt need a sign cuz nobody was going to come by to use the cuzzi at midnight! But I missed having a sign so I used it anyway. This time we went skinny dipping! Really Im glad we did cuz it was really nice. The water was warm when they got back. Then I found out they got two bottles of champagne! And I was like u dont use glass in the cuzzi! We didnt have enough plastic glasses so guess what we did? We drank champagne out of Taco Bell cups! lol It was funny cuz we started drinking toasts to everything! We toasted the house and the move, then we toasted both teams for the Super Bowl, then we toasted the toilet bowl! LMAO Becky and Germana teased me about getting my belly button pierced. Of course Beckys been pierced for years and Germana just got it done. Germana said we should all get our nipples pierced! I was like I dont think so! lol Then Becky said we should get pierced downstairs! :o Then they said I needed a tatoo. They both have tatoos of course but I really dont want one. I wanted to tell them what Mindy and I r doing but its a surprise! lol But I can tell u its a Super Bowl bet! Oh if u dont know Beckys hair is blonde again thats her real color. So finally we went to bed drunk! LMAO j/k |
| Copyright 2006 by Lorien Loveshade |
| My DiArY! |
| It was cool elevating Mindy! |
| Why do you want to be a Lesser Priestess? |
| Dance, Peer Counseling, Woodshop, English |
| Ill write more about college later. |
| I helped Goldina prepare Austra. |
| Tamber our new High Priest talked about aspects of the God. |
| I still dont have a date for the dance and its in a week! |
| Happy Birthday Brandy! |
| Guess who came with me to help Becky move? Germana! |
| It was really sad cuz I thought we used the jacuzzi one last time. |
| So she and Germana went to get booze with Beckys fake ID and I got the cuzzi ready. |
| Ill tell u more about my high school. |