Saturday September 1
Ok I wrote this down in a notebook or most of it then Im adding it here. My computer is going
ScReWy! I copied this down already and then tried to post and my compter had an error which really
sucks because this is really long!
Dear Diary,
Anyway Uncle Oz wanted to go camping at the lake! Mommy said he should have thought of that
earlier before we went there yesterday and came back again but I said we had to Laura couldnt stay
anyway. Uncle winked at me cuz I helped him win the arguement which almost never happens with
Mom! I should tell you my Uncle and Mom knew each other before I mean quite well I mean their
Bennys parents! Hes not my real uncle but I always call him that.
My Daddy started to say I couldnt go even though he didnt have a reason because I dont start school
til Tuesday and he said I should help my Mother and stuff. Except he said it to my Mommy. Hes started
doing that like being real stiff or something and acting like Im not even there. He didnt used to do that
I dont why he is now but I dont like it. Anyway so Mommy says oh go ahead and run off I dont need
help anyway and your Father and I have some things we want to do and stuff. And then she said
something to him i didnt understand and then he changed his mind. It was kind of silly like a stupid sit
com or something. Anyway I got to go!
So me, Uncle Oz and Benny and Brandy went. Oh I called Laura first then I didnt even feel like going
but she said go and catch a fish for her so I went. I really miss her already. There leaving today so
shes probalby going to miss the first couple days of school but shes a great student so Im sure she'll
do great. I hope her Daddy lets her get a computer we can still write and call but I want to chat with
her too I miss her so much!
Anyway I was kind of bummed. Brandy was acting like she wasnt going to go shed called her friends
but I think something got cancelled or something cuz she decided to go. Then I found out why Benny
came back home for the three day weekend it was to meet Apara! I knew they were frends but didnt
even know she was his gf now. I dont care but my Mommy wouldnt be happy because shes
African-American I guess thats why Benny didnt tell anybody. My Moms kind of prejudiced not real
prejudiced but kind of. I dont know how my Daddy would feel he never says anything negative but he
might feel different with it being his son except Bennys not really his son even though hes rasing him
so I dont know. This gets really confusing!
Anyway of course Uncle Oz doesnt care he loves everybody and Brandys too wrapped up in her own
little world like our family says and of course it was cool with me. But we know we wont tell Mommy and
Daddy! So it was Uncle Oz, Benny, Apara, Brandy and me. I was wondering where everybody was
going to sleep! lmao
So we got to the lake and set up Uncle Ozs tent. Like nobody camps in tents anymore but Uncle Oz
does! He has a three room tent it has one big room in front and two smaller rooms in back. I think
tents are cool! Of course Brandy was complaining about it with no air conditioner or TV or microwave
oven or indoor jacuzzi! Ok Im exxaggerating but she always has something to complain aobut unless
its boys!
We didnt do much today because we started late. We roasted hot dogs and later marshmallows over
the fire which was cool. We didnt have chocolate or graham crackers so couldnt make smores but
Uncle says well get some tommorrow.
Oh I bet you want to know where we all slept! Well not all that exciting Uncle Oz slept in the small room
on the left and Benny in the one on the right. Then in the big room Brandy was on the left me in the
middle and Apara on the right. Sorry no exciting stories of wild goings on! lmao
Sunday Sept 2 2001
Dear Diary,
Today we went fishing. I found out Apara knows lots about fishing. She caught bass and one of them
was really big! I cant remember how much it weighed or how long but it was big! Brandy didnt go on
the boat with us but Uncle Oz, Benny Apara and me did. I didnt catch any bass but I caught some blue
gill. Most of them were small so I threw them back but I caught one that was 8 inches and one was 7
1/2 inches so those were keepers! Cleaning them was a lot of work but Igot to eat them! Here fishy
fishy fishy! lol
We started real early and Brandy was still sleeping when we went in the boat. Uncle says early
morning and late afternoon are the best times to fish but we got bored before late afternoon except
for Apara and Uncle who could have fished all day I think!
When we got back and finally found Brandy she has two guys hanging around her doing everything
for her. Surprise surprise. Shes always getting guys to do stuff for her I think its discusting!
I think Benny really likes Apara. Hes had girlfrends before but he acts different around her I dont know
how to explain it but its different. He was kidding around and being funny, but he does that a lot. He's
areal cool brother. When we got back he was telling Brandy how ate lots of worms and even hung one
over his mouth like he was going to eat it! Brandy said he was discusting but the two guys thought it
was funny which she didn't like.
Uncle said hes eaten insects and lots of stuff like that and ate catterpillars in Mexico. I didnt know they
ate cattepillars in Mexico but if its different my uncle will do it. Oh we went and saw Jurassic Park III
which was alright. I hardly ever get to see movies. I want to see O but Mommy and Daddy wouldnt
letme see it. Maybe I can talk uncle into it. ;)
Oh when we got back we ate smores which I love especially the ChOcOlAtE! YuMmMy! And then we
told scary stories and Uncle Oz told a really scarey one that I wish I could remember the whole thing
but it was about ppl sleeping in a tent like ours and they kept disappearing one by one! And then
there was only one left! If I get the whole story maybe Ill put it here sometime.
And guess what? We slept in the same places inthe tent but I woke up one time and Apara wasnt
there. I thought she went to the restroom except she doesnt like to go alone but me and Brandy were
still there. Then I thought maybe Benny went with her but I stayed awake a long time and they never
came back! I started thinking of Uncle Oz story and I know its silly but I started feeling scared!
Then I heard moving in Bennys part of the tent! And I didnt think it was a bear or a monster! Ok dont
call me a pervert what was I supposed to do go outside? Benny would kill me if he read this but he
doesnt know so what! No really I wouldnt do that to him he wouldnt care as long as our rents dont
know and there werent there and dont know I have this website so they'll never know nothing plus hes
an adult anyway! So there!
Monday September 3 2001
Dear Diary,
Today we decided to go swimming again. Apara wore a ReaLlY skimpy purple bikini I mean she had to
shave EvErYtHiNg to wear that! Thats ok with me Im wiccan and I think total nudity is ok. Benny and
Uncle Oz wore same things as before but I wore a white bikini. Brandy wore a skimpy bikini too
skimpier than mine but hers was black. Its weird because I believe in nudity but I have a hard time
wearing skimpy bikinis. I know that doesnt make sense and I dont know why. Uncle Oz is a nudist and
he and my Mommy used to go to nudists camps all the time but I dont think Daddy ever would. Hes got
to keep up his image or something. And I dont think Mommy would now for the same reason. I think its
hypocritical.
Anyway for some reason I got thinking about Laura being gone and got depressed so I didnt do much
after that just have a pity party. Uncle talked to me and told me about what happened to him with an
old frend and made me feel a little better. I love him so much. I can talk to him about everything. Well
almost everything. No EvErYtHiNg! Bennys great too and Apara was real nice. I hope she and Benny
stay together shes cool. Brandy was off showing off for boys as usual. I cant stand her some times. I
mean I love her shes my sister well half sister but still I cant stand her. I dont hate anybody but
sometimes I wish shed just go away.
We got back late afternoon almost evening Mom was upset it was so late because I start school
tommorrow. Uncle Oz told me he doesnt have a cell phone just so ppl cant call him which I thought
was funny. Hes leaving tommorrow morning and Im going to miss him. Benny went back to his place
tonight cuz he's got college tommorrow. I know its still summer but to me summer is now over.
Oh Mr Biggles is fine and theres been no pee so I know it was that puppy Brandy had that peed on my
panties and not my cat. Oh I wasnt going to say where he peed but now you know! I bet you thought
that anyway you perverts!
Tuesday September 4 2001
I got to write this down again my computer just went wierd again! I got to get if fixed before it stops
working!
Dear Laura,
I decided to write my diary to Laura my best friend who moved and not just Dear Diary.
Today was first day of school. I wore a white button blouse and a black skort. We have to wear
uniforms which sucks! Like we arent old enough to choose our own clothes or something. Make
everybody exactly the same. Clone Middle School.
Heres my schedule like you really want to know.
1) English
2) Science
3) Math
Lunch
4) PE
5) Social Studies
6) Yearbook
Except the classes are different different days. Thats the order on Monday but this isn't Monday but
don't ask me to explain it! Some days we have all classes and other days three.
I already knew most of my teachers. I had Mrs. Hill for Yearbook last year and I now I got her for both
yearbook and English. She is sooo cool! She treats you like a person not a kid. And I got her for two
classes!
I got Mr. Zim for science. He's alright I guess. I dont know him very well.
This year I got Mr. Rodriguez for math. I hate math! No I dont I dont hate anything but math is close. I
dont know him real well but heard hes nice. I probably wont get Anna as a tutor. I miss her she's the
only reason I passed math last year! But I dont think shes working in Mr. Rodriguez class.
For PE I got Ms. Sloan, of course. Shes ok but she spends most of her time with the cheerleaders,
volleyball and soccer players. I like swimming but our school doesnt have a pool. Im not much of an
athlete really.
Then I got second lunch. Which wasnt fun cuz I kept missing Laura. We had same lunch last year.
Oh I found out Becky got a tatoo! She showed me its a pentagram and its way up on her thigh I mean
way up where nobodys going to see it unless shes naked! Her folks wouldnt let her get one and the
tatoo shop wouldnt do it without parent permission but she has a cousin whos a tatoo artist and he did
it. I cant believe she got it! Shes already got four piercings in each ear and one in her belly button. I
dont have any. :( Becky and Laura and I used to hang out together but now its just Becky and I.
Herbie was still talking to me like he wanted to be my bf. I mean hes like a nice guy but Im just not
interested. I cant believe after the whole summer hes still pining for me! Well I guess some of us got it
some of us dont I just wish someone else would get it! lol
Jose is back! Jose is really cool. I thought he was moving to Mexico or something. He was there most
of the summer and even got to work in his uncles shop. Hes always getting in trouble and I dont know
why I like him but hes real funny and hes really a nice guy. I think even the teachers like him even
though hes always in trouble.
Tiffany was in yearbook, of course. I think she or Dustin is going to be editor this time. I mean its
mostly Mrs. Hill of course. I would like to be editor but theyd never choose me. A lot of the ppl were the
same except for a few new ones. There arent many seventh graders but I guess there werent last
year either.
I got to get this computer fixed! Its going Crazy!
Oh I skipped Social Studies. I wish I could skip Social Studies! I got Mr. Lawence. AGAIN! He is SOOO
boring! I cant believe they switched him from 7th to 8th grade and I got him all over again! I guess at
least Ill get some sleep! Wait I dont mean I didnt go to class I mean it skipped writing it down. I always
go to class Im a boring good little girl.
Thursday September 6 2001
Dear Laura,
I really miss u a whole bunch.
Oh I might be getting a new tutor in MaTh. I need atutor but I wont get Anna. :( Oh I goofed I said
Monday we have all classes its Friday too and I think Tuesday we have all classes. I think they started
the week with all classes in order just so wed know what they were.
Friday September 7 2001
Dear Laura,
Guess what? Laura called! I mean u called if Im writng this to Laura. I dont know this seems kind of
silly this way but anyway she called me! Shes in classes and doesnt know anybody yet but shes
making frends. Thats easy for her everybody likes Laura. Just hope she doesnt forget me. :( Ok I
know she wont. The school shes at is bigger than here. I dont know how many students we got I think
its about 600 or 700. They have a Math Club which shes joining. Like I say shes the one whos good in
Math! I mean ur good in Math if Im writing to Laura ah this isn't working! Ill have to figure this out.
Oh and this is wierd. She said Becky saw her right before she left and after I did! I dont know why
Becky didnt tell me but I guess she stopped by right as Laura was leaving. I wish I was there too it
would be the three of us even though Becky was more Lauras friend than mine I mean were friends
too but not best friends. I dont know maybe Im jsut feeling jealous.
Mrs Hill and NO shes NOT Bobbys mother and Hanks husband so dont ask! Anyway shes going to
announce this years editor next friday. I still think it will be Dustin or Tiffany.
Oh Herbie wanted to sit by me at lunch and I let him I dont know why guess cuz Im a softie. I mean soft
headed! Hes really a nice guy I guess its just hes too I dont know is it weasly? I mean he doesnt really
say what he means I guess hes shy but its kind of iritating I wish hed just say do u want to go out with
me then I could say thank u very much Im flattered but no and get it over with.
Becky doesnt have same lunch this year. :( We got Science and Social Studies together but not PE
and lunch which sucks cuz thats when we and Laura used tohang out a lot last year.
My computer got taken in today to get fixed so Im writing this after it got back but I wrote notes to put
here.
Sunday September 9 2001
Dear Laura,
Today was Pages birthday but she was gone so we didn't get to see her or even call her which sucks.
She's my Moms Mom but she doesn't want to be called Grandma. Shes kind of crazy but I like her. But
I didnt see her or even talk so theres nothing to write about.
This was the most boring weekend on record. Nothing happened. I dont know why Im writing anything
except I thought Id put something.
Tuesday September 11 2001
I am in total shock. I cant believe what happened. How could somebody kill all those ppl? How could
somebody hate that much? Everybody at school talked about it and we talked about it in class. Some
kids even cried. I dont know anybody who was there but I guess they dont know who was there and
who wasnt. I dont think they know who did it. How could somebody do something like this?
Wednesday September 12 2001
Were still talking about the plane crashes in school. I guess they say the stock market is in trouble
and nobody can fly anywhere. I dont think we should all act scared cuz thats what terroists want. They
want to make terror. I think we should stick together.
Hinda was worried cuz she said some ppl blame Moslems. I think thats stupid. Shes a really nice girl
how could they blame her? But she said somebody said something to her that upset her. How can
they do this? I want to find them and punch them in the nose! Thats like if when McViegh (how do u
spell it) did the bombing nobody sed lets go after white guys. Thats just stupid. I hope theres no truble.
Oh i found out they were worried about Uncle Oz cuz he was traveling but he wasnt at the crash thank
Goddess.
Thursday September 13 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
I decided to write this to my cat cuz if I write about Laura it seems wierd me telling her about herself
but with Mr Biggles it doesnt matter he cant read anyway!
Im not going to write about the attack cuz thats everywhere so Ive said enough but I did start a poem.
It sounds kind of stupid so I dont know if Ill use it.
I dont know if Ill get a new tutor or not in math cuz they wont know for awhile. I hope I do I wouldve
failed without Anna! I miss u Anna!
Beckys getting really wierd. Its like shes a different person shes getting wild or something. I dont know
but its different.
Friday September 14 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Youll never guess what? Well Dustin is YeArBoOk editor and Tiffany is assistent editor surprise
surprise but guess what? Im Arts Editor! I dont know why Im not that great in art and we didnt have
one last year. But Mrs. Hill said instead of having lame clipart all over like last time she wants original
stuff and get this even PoEtRy! I might even get some of my poems in the YeArBoOk!
Oh and I got a letter from Laura! She says she cant call all the time and her Dads still saying no to
Internet. Get this they got it at school but u have to get parents permission to get ur own email and he
says no! Come on I mean the sites all let u do stuff at 13 except the sex sites. Even though I think
thats StUpId like nobody thinks about sex until there 18 or something.
Speaking of sex ok NOT speaking of sex I mean REALLY NOT speaking of sex Herbie wants me to go
to a horse show with his family. I mean I REALLY love horses but I dont want to go anywhere with
Herbie so I said Im not sure. Only its Sunday so I got let him know by tommorrow why didnt he ask me
before no why did he ask me at all? Its not really a date and I like Herbie ok I guess but I am
DEFINATELY NOT interested in him as a bf. So I dont know. I guess his Moms really into horses like
me.
LoRiEn
LoVeShAdE
Brandy always
has something to
complain about
unless its boys!
Its weird because I
believe in nudity
but I have a hard
time wearing
skimpy bikinis.
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I wasnt going to
say where he
peed but now
you know!
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Uncle Oz wanted
to go camping at
the lake!
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Uncle Oz said
hes eating
insects!
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This is exactly what I wrote
when I as 13 1/2 except the
names have been changed
so I can write people's
secrets without you knowing
their real names!
Today was my
first day in eighth
grade.
Heres my class
schedule.
Herbie was still
talking to me like
he wanted to be
my bf. I mean hes
like a nice guy but
Im just not
interested.
I might be getting
a new tutor in
math.
Oh Herbie wanted
to sit by me at
lunch and I let him
I dont know why
guess cuz Im a
softie.
On Sept 11 2001 I
was in total shock.
Beckys getting
really weird.
Laura says she
cant calls all the
time and her Dads
still saying no to
Internet.
Copyright 2001 - 2006 by The Loveshade Family
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