Sunday September 16 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Well I decided not to go to the horse show so I just sat around bored to death. Maybe I should have
gone I mean it wasnt like a date or anything. Oh I did homework really exciting huh?
Oh guess what? Brandy got grounded like for a YEAR! She was out almost all night last night and got
caught sneaking in. I dont even know where she was she wouldnt even tell me but if I know her and I
do it was with some guy. I mean shes not even close to being a virgin thats no secret and shed tell u
right away if u asked so Im not giving anything away. I mean its like u could say "nice to meet u
Brandy. R u a virgin?" And she'd say "No way! Want to do it?" Ok thats not nice I shouldnt talk that
way and ppl can do what they will if it harms none anyway. I feel like a hypocrit so just shoot me ok?
Monday September 17 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Its a new moon tonite and guess what? Becky invited me to go to a wiccan ceremony! I mean Im
wiccan but Ive never really been to a real ceremony just me and Laura and Becky and Paula and wed
do some things but really didnt know what we were doing but this is a REAL ceremony! Its going to for
Mabon (did I spell that right) which is the first day of Autumn and its Saturday. Beckys aunt is a witch.
If u dont know witches dont cast evil spells and dont have anything to do with Satan we dont even
beleieve in Satan. Satan is a Christian belief not Wiccan. We believe in white magic only for protecting
the earth and ppl. Its all based on love. Paula is in 9th grade this year but were still freinds so I hope
she can go too. I just dont know if I can tell Mommy I know I cant tell Daddy! But if I tell Mommy shes
bound to tell him she cant keep secrets.
Wednesday September 19 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Guess what Becky told me? She thinks Jose likes me! I mean why would he like me? Hes always
getting in truble I never get in truble hes real popular and Im not. I think Beckys doesnt know what
shes talking about! Or like Waynes World (I love Mike Myers) hell be my boyfriend and like monkeys
will fly out my butt! I mean Jose has been kidding with me a lot but so what he does that to everybody.
Ok thats enuff of dat.
Thursday September 20 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
I am soo tired of this cheerleader stuff. If I ever say I want to be a cheerleader just shoot me! Thats all
Ms. Sloan talks about. I dont think shed have a life if she wasnt a coach. Ok that wasnt nice I take that
back. Shes ok I guess just not to me.
Oh I get to go to the Wiccan ceremony! I didnt tell Mommy or Daddy what it was just said it was a
slumber party! Can u imagine?
Friday September 21 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
I had an idea for a page on Sept. 11 and Mrs. Hill said it was good but that would be a long time by
graduation. She still wants me to write a poem for this thing shes putting together about it. We had to
write our feelings but I cant think of a poem.
Oh I think I might get Sean to do some art for the yearbook! Hes really good and he said he might be
interested. He loves drawing animals and I love his horses and he even did a mermaid last year that
was ReAlLy CoOl.
Tommorrows the ceremony and Im a little nervous. We still dont know if Paula can go or not.
Saturday September 22 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Today was the day! Becky and her Aunt Eva picked me up. Aunt Eva is a really cool person. I only
met her twice but she said she liked me right off. She can read ppl real quickly. She does what she
wants and doesnt care what anybody says. Shes been wiccan before it was popular and she didnt
keep it hidden even then! Shes really into herbs but i think she calls it wort or something like that.
Paula couldn't go. :(
We went to this place Im not supposed to talk about but it was in the woods and far away. I dont even
remember how to get there anyway and I wouldnt tell u if I did so dont ask! lol
There were just a few ppl there when we got there but at the end there was 15 I think. Three of them
were guys they said sometimes theres even less guys. Most of them were women but there were a few
teens like me and one of the guys was a boy.
Anyway I think Im not supposd to talk about a lot of this so I wont say much but heres some stuff I can
say. Mabon is a lesser Sabbat and it celibrates the autumnal equinox. Its when light is being beat by
dark cuz the days will start getting shorter. I found out Im an novice which is just a beginner I thought
the things Id done would count but I guess they dont. But at least now Im official!
Oh and the High Priestess is someone I know! Im not supposed to say who she is she keeps a secret
but that was exciting! I think she and Aunt Eva got me in!
We did some chants and a ceremony and still Im not sure what I can say. But it was all good there
wasnt any evil stuff at all so dont think that. I think some of the things were Greek and some were
Native American but Im not sure. I have to ask Aunt Eva about that. She uses a different name in
ceremonies but I cant say what it is. She said if ppl know ur true name it gives them power over u. I
dont know if my name is my true name or not. I have soooo many questions! Theres also different
kinds of wicca but they all are based on doing good for ppl and the environment.
Oh one thing some of the women went topless which is cool I believe in nudism and Becky even went
topless! And dont worry Becky I want to be honest on this site so I havent told any of my offline frends
about this site only Becky and Laura who cant get online much anyway. So nobody u know offline
knows any of this. I wanted to but I felt chicken and didnt. Aunt Eva said dont do anything ur
uncomfortable doing so I felt better but I still feel like achicken. She said it used to be men didnt go
topless either then they made it so men could and women couldnt its just sexist she said and u know
how I feel about sexism.
It was great better than a boring church service. I spent the night at Beckys. Remember I told my rents
I was going to a slumber party!
Sunday September 23 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Im still excited by the ceremony and told Laura about it. She wished she was here. I dont know why we
never went to a real ceremony before I wish we could have when Laura was here. :( I wish Becky
would have invited us earlier I didnt even know much about it.
Tuesday September 25 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
Brandy got in big truble! She was grounded and snuck out! Shes always getting into truble.
Sometimes I almost feel sorry for her. Almost.
I had fun trying to take u 4 a walk today (remember Im writing this to Mr Biggles). U ReAlLy didnt like
the collar!
Oh I found out Im not really a member yet of the coven. Except Im confused I dont know if it was one
coven or more cuz I read covens usually dont have more than 13 and there were 15 there. Im
REALLY a novice cant u tell?
Thursday September 27 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
I found out I AM getting a tutor. Yes! I really need one in Math. I know its steroetype that girls arent
good in Math well its not true Laura is ReAlLy GoOd in Math but Im not. I dont know when Ill be getting
one but I need help! Help! lol
Saturday September 29 2001
Dear Mr Biggles,
I didnt do nothing today except clean my room. Real exciting. I think I need to get a life!
Copyright 2001 - 2006 by The Loveshade Family
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My half sister Brandy got grounded for like a year!
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Guess what? Becky invited me to go to a Wiccan ceremony!
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Becky thinks Jose
likes me!
Mrs. Hill wants me to write a poem about Sept. 11 for this book she's putting together.
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I went to my first real Wiccan ceremony!
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Some of the women went topless and Becky even went topless!
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Im not a member of the coven yet but I dont know if it was more than one coven!
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LoRiEn
LoVeShAdE
I went to my first real Wiccan
esbat! My friends and I had
done our own but we really
didn't know what we were
doing.
Im getting a tutor in math!
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