Saturday August 13 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Today went totally different than we planned. Stu came out with his
kids thats Randy and Prudence. Theyre cute but they have a lot of
energy! We were all going to Six Flags but Mindy wasnt feeling good
last night so we didnt think she could go. Then Yvette said Mindy
could stay in the camper and wed see her later! And I was like r we
just going to leave her here all day by herself? I think Yvette just
wasnt thinking she was only thinking about Stu. Anyway I said Id
stay here with Mindy. Mindy was like no way go to Six Flags. But I
wasnt going to leave her all day by herself! And I really didnt want to
spend all day watching Allen and Becky making out anyway! Dont
they know when to stop? And really Im glad I stayed. I wanted to go
to Six Flags but I can do that another time. And theres even a Six
Flags in California! I didnt even know Magic Mountain was a Six
Flags so I can go anytime.
So the ones who went were Becky, Yvette, Allen, Vickie, Josh,
Halsey, Stu, Randy, and Prudence. Oh and Dans going too thats
Allens older brother. Theyll be back tonight but I dont know when.
Marcy and Pam r here but I didnt want to leave Mindy with them cuz
she doesnt really know them. I have to take care of my little sister!
She says shes feeling fine so we think it was something she ate.
Mindy and I took a shower together so that was sweet. They got two
showers really theres more in the campground but theres two in this
one restroom thats close to us. I love taking showers and baths with
Mindy and of course thats a Japanese tradition. Maybe I was Japanese
in a past life I dont know. We didnt want anybody to see us go in
together so we waited til the restroom was empty.
Oh and guess what? Mindys getting another lap hair so now she has
three! Shes getting fuzzy downstairs! LMAO So really she might even
have her first period soon. She thinks it wont be for a couple years
but I think it will be sooner than that! Anyway I gave her a sponge
bath and she gave me one it was totally sweet. We were in there for
like an hour but who cares? Its not like we had to go anywhere or
anything.
I wanted to go fishing but we might do that tomorrow. Allen and
Vickie and Josh wont be here cuz they start school. I dont know its
like Im almost glad they wont be here. I dont want to say that but
they wont read this anyway. Im tired of Allen and Crystal thats Becky
hanging on each other all the time. Ok I promise I wont write that
anymore! I hope we get a boat cuz I like fishing from a boat.
later
We talked to Marcy and Pam really theyre cool. Marcy cant work cuz
she has a problem with her spine I think its like what Holden has. Hers
doesnt seem as bad cuz she walks normal just a little slow. But she
said she cant sit at a desk very long and she cant stand either she has
to keep changing positions. She cant even lie down all night she has to
sit in a chair part of the time. That would suck. Pam does knitting but
I cant remember what its called. Oh Mindy says its embroidery. She
said she cant do it all the time cuz her fingers get stiff and hurt. I feel
sorry for them cuz they both have lots of medical problems! But
theyre nice.
Mindy and I talked and guess what we want to do? We want to take a
vacation and I mean just us! We thought we could go somewhere
where nobody even knows us. Mindy talked about Ohio but I said my
family might see us there. She thought of that cuz Ive already been
there. But I want to go someplace Ive never been b4! We could save
our money cuz we both have babysitting jobs even though I wont be
making as much money as I used to which sucks. And really I dont
want to go to Ohio during Christmas anyway cuz its too cold. Oh
then we said we could go to Pennsylvania so we could see a lot of
Intercourse! LMAO But Mindy said it gets really cold there too.
Really we could even go to California! I want to go to San Franciso
again and Mindy does too. I could visit my brother and sister but of
course they know me! lol But we could go places without them and
nobody would know us there! Or we could even go to Chicago and
see Laura but it gets really cold there too. I dont know maybe well go
in spring. But really I dont want to wait that long.
Anyway wherever we go we could tell ppl were sisters! That would
be cool. Really we look like sisters cuz were both mostly white and
Im part Mexican and Indian and shes part Japanese. We both have
long dark brown hair with straight cut bangs and brown eyes. Uncle
Frankie even calls us Shampoo and Shampoo Jr. cuz we look like
sisters. Mindy really wants us to do it and I do too. We could even get
a motel room together or maybe even a really fancy room like in a big
hotel. I never stayed in a big hotel b4. We could have maid service
and room service and everything. Some places even have a hot tub in
ur suite! Of course really that would be really spenny and I dont want
to spend all my money. But we could stay in a motel! Some of them r
nice too.
Ok I wont write about this all day. But Mindy and I r definitely going
to do it! I usually take me forever to decide anything but not this time!
Ok and if u must know Mindy and I did sharies together! We knew
nobody would be back and we locked the door of the camper. We
havent done that all vacation so it was about time! lol She sat on my
left like she always does and we held hands. Oh and we did something
we never did b4. This was totally silly but Mindy wanted to do it.
Dont deny it Mindy! lol Anyway when we did sharies we sucked on
our pacifiers! :o Of course we were pretending we were sucking on
something else! ;) We couldnt remember which one was Mindys and
which one was mine cuz we both got a purple one so we had to
switch them a couple of times! lol Really that was sweet. I really didnt
suck on mine very long just a little it was funny.
Oh somebody asked me if we talk when we do sharies but usually we
dont cept at the end when u cant help saying something! Or at least u
make noise! lol Mindys cute she says I moan but she makes this little
mousie squeak its so cute. But we dont talk. Sometime maybe we will
talk to each other that might be hot! One time I read our story outloud
when Becky and Mindy did sharies together.
Mindy even nursed me later which was really special. Thats not a sex
thing its a special kind of sharing. I think it helped her feel better. She
was my baby girl in a previous life so its totally natural for us to do
that. I wish I could really give her milk but of course I cant. Shes my
precious Tinkie.
Anyway we didnt do much today but it was still really special. I love
spending time with my Tinkie and she loves her Cuppy! Really I think
this was the favorite day of my vacation! I hope Becky and Harmony
wont be mad cuz they read this. But really I had a great time seeing
Harmony and with Becky too. I love Harmony hes my best online
friend and I love Becky too shes one of my best friends IRL. But I
wish this person Crystal that Becky made up just would go away! So
when u ready this Becky come back to California with us and leave
Crystal in Texas!
later
Mindy had a surprise for me! But Ill tell u later.
Mindy and I went shopping with Marcy so that was kewl. We got
little presents for everybody they arent much just little things. Oh
were getting something special for Harmony but I wont write that cuz
its a surprise! I wish we werent going back Tuesday. I dont know
why we didnt stay for another week. Of course Im supposed to be
babysitting and so is Mindy. And Becky babysits with Herbie and has
her job at the lawn gnome place even though she said she might quit.
But heres a surprise. Guess what Mindy said shes finally ready to do?
Skinny dip! I dont mean with just girls I mean with guys there too!
Really thats kewl.
We went swimming for a little bit but of course we didnt skinny dip at
the lake! lol Theres nude beaches in Texas and even nudist resorts but
we didnt get to go to any. I bet if Aunt Lizzie went with us on
vacation we would! But guess what Mindy wants to do when we get
back? She wants to go to a nude beach! So I have to tell Aunt Lizzie
b4 she changes her mind! lol Mindy said she wont which is really
kewl.
I dont know when everybody will be back but thats ok. Im having a
great time with Mindy!
later
Everything changed again! Everybody didnt get back til really late.
Marcy and Pam already left which was a problem. Cuz they took their
camper which is the bigger one so we had to figure out where
everybody was going to sleep in a little camper! We had Mindy,
Becky, Yvette, Dan who I finally met, Allen, Vickie, Josh, Halsey,
Stu, Randy, Prudence and me in a camper with three beds! Of course
there was no way that would work. So then they decided to go back
to Yvettes house which sucked! I really wanted to get up early
tomorrow and go fishing but now that is straight up not going to
happen. Its like the things I wanted to do was go to Six Flags which I
didnt but thats ok cuz I had a great time with Mindy. But really we
should have went Friday and then we both could have gone and
Harmony could have gone too. And I wanted to go to a rodeo which
we didnt do and see Allens band again which didnt happen cuz Yvette
didnt even remember they had this Friday off. And then I wanted to
go fishing in a boat and thats not going to happen either!
So then we had to get ready to go back to Yvettes when it was really
late! It totally sucked. And then we still didnt know where everybody
was going to sleep! Anyway everybody went somewhere different.
Mindy and I went to Shirleys which sucked cuz we had to wake
everybody up! Shirley said it was ok and I dont think Martie even
woke up! I just carried her and put her in Shirleys bed. I really wanted
to do cuddles with Mindy but of course that didnt happen cuz we
were in the bunk beds again.
And guess who stayed in the camper? Josh and Halsey and Allen and
Becky! Yvette thought it was ok cuz Allen and Becky wouldnt do
anything with Josh and Halsey there. But I straight up dont know.
Who knows what they did when Josh and Halsey were asleep?
I wish I never even came on vacation!
Sunday August 14 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Ok Im not upset like I was. I think I was just tired and cranky! But
really Mindy and I think if we come here on vacation again well stay
somewhere else part of the time! Yvette is just too unpredictable and I
think Stu is too. Were going to the city today so that should be kewl. I
hope!
later
Today was a good day! Allen and Becky werent hanging on each
other all the time so thats good. I really dont care but Becky has a
boyfriend! I know she said they had an agreement but still she was
getting too attached to Allen. I dont even know if he really likes her
anyway I think maybe hes just using her. I dont want to say anything
mean about him but guys do that.
Ok I should say who went. Stu drove with Yvette, Randy, Prudence,
Allen, and Josh, and Becky drove the rest of us! So she didnt have to
go everywhere with Allen! I dont know where everybody sat who
went with Stu but Josh always has to sit by a window. Becky drove
our car, Mindy rode in the middle in front, I rode shotgun, Dolly sat in
back on the left, and Vickie sat in back on the right. We called
ourselves the Teen Girl Caravan! Becky said we should have a
bumper sticker that said Watch Out for Hotties! lol
I was really glad to see Becky could go somewhere without Allen I
thought they were attached at the hip! Oh and we talked about guys
on the way which was kewl cuz it was the first time we all really
talked! And guess what? Becky said she did not have sex with Allen!
Really I didnt think they did. But she said he played with her butt and
sucked on her boobs! :o She grabbed his butt too and sometimes
when they were hugging and kissing she could feel him growing
downstairs! LMAO But she said it didnt really mean anything cuz its
just a summer romance. She said when she gets back shell do more
with Hunter right away cuz shes been too horny! lol
I dont know but its weird but I feel better knowing what she did.
Mindy says I should just admit I was hoping I could do something
with Allen cuz everybody knows it already! lol Anyway I really dont
care. Im starting school soon and theres a lot of guys at school!
Really I know Deno still likes me cuz I was thinking he never called
me after I broke up with Herbie. But its like when could he call? We
broke up and then right after that I went on vacation! And of course
Herbie still likes me. But I dont know. I think I just want to be free for
a while.
We talked about our experiences with guys and with girls! Ok u know
what Becky did. Shes done everything u can do with a girl and shes
not a virgin but she only did it with Hunter. Mindy has French kissed
guys and Becky one time but that was just a kissing lesson cuz that
was her first French kiss. Im still a virgin of course and so is Vickie.
She said really she wants to be she doesnt want to be like her Mom!
Really its sad but she said Yvette just gets involved with different guys
all the time. Vickie said sometimes in the morning some guy comes
out of her Moms bedroom that Vickie doesnt even know! So I dont
know. I believe if it harms none do as u will. But I dont know if u
should spend the night with some guy and ur kids dont even see him
til he comes out of ur bedroom in the morning. I wouldnt want
Mommy to do that! Of course she doesnt. I hope she doesnt start!
Dolly said she doesnt care. Shes had sex with lots of guys but its not
her fault. She was raped two years ago when she was only 12 so that
makes it really hard for her to have a healthy relationship. I think 12 is
too young for sex but rape is totally different. Maybe if ur 12 and u
really love the guy sex might be ok I dont know. But rape is horrible!
Its not sex its a crime of violence and a violation of a womans body
and really of her soul. And shes going to have a baby maybe
tomorrow and shes not even sure who the father is! I told her she
should do a test cuz thats what my Mommy did thats how she found
out Benny was Uncle Oz son. Dolly said she might.
But she is definitely getting Claras birth taped! I think thats really kewl
I wish there was a tape of me. Vickie said no way would she want a
camera stuck down there! lol But Becky said if she has a baby shed
want it taped so she could see it again and again. I think I would too
and so might Mindy. Mindy definitely wants to have kids and I think I
do too. And of course Dolly does! But Becky and Vickie arent sure.
It was kewl cuz I really didnt talk at lot to Vickie b4 and I got to
know Dolly a lot better. I think Vickie just wasnt comfortable talking
with guys and her Mom around. But she really shared when it was
just us girls. We should have had an all girl slumber party that would
have been kewl. Cuz really we didnt have a lot of time to talk.
Anyway guess what we did in the city? Ride on a mechanical bull! I
was chicken b4 but this time I did it! I fell off in like two seconds but
still it was fun! Becky did it three times! lol Allens good at it and so is
Yvette. Stus good at it too even though he fell off fast. He said he hurt
his leg at work and then it was sore at Six Flags so thats why he
couldnt stay on. This was totally funny cuz when he said that Vickie
whispered to me and said “I bet he didnt have a problem staying on
last night!” LMAO
Oh then this was crazy but Stu wanted to see Dukes of Hazzard
again! Im like I saw it twice and I never go to the same movie twice.
And Im not going three times!
Prudence wanted to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Of course
Ive already seen that too but I wouldnt mind seeing it again. But
Randy wanted to see Bad News Bears. Then somebody wanted to see
something else so we all went to different movies! lol So I saw Bad
News Bears with Randy and Josh so it was almost like babysitting!
Really Josh totally took care of Randy he even took him to the
restroom and everything. Josh really should babysit hes a great
babysitter! I thought Mindy was going to see Bad News Bears too but
she didnt but thats ok. Anyway its a funny movie but I wont describe
it cuz u probably already saw it!
Then Allen, Vickie, Dolly, and Becky went and saw another movie
and they didnt even pay for it! I really dont like doing that cuz really
its cheating. But anyway I cant control what they do! Oh and we
made sure they knew how to get to a hospital! If I was expecting my
baby the next day I wouldnt be traveling around everywhere! But at
least they know where to go. So the rest of us just looked around and
really that was fun. We got some souveniers and they were cheaper
than they were by the lake.
We had dinner and just drove around and then went back to Yvettes. I
dont even know what were doing tomorrow but well have to tell
Harmony cuz were seeing him then. But right now Im going to bed!
Copyright 2005 by Lorien Loveshade
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LoRiEn
LoVeShAdE
Marcy and Pam r
kewl.
Mindy had a
surprise for me!
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I didnt want to spend all
day watching Allen and
Becky making out!
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Mindy might be
a woman soon!
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Mindy and I want to take
a vacation and
someplace where
nobody knows us!
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Guess what Mindy
and I did?
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Mindy wants to skinny
dip with guys! Shes
ready to go to a
nudist beach!
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We left the lake
which sucks!
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Becky told us what she
did with Allen!
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Guess who stayed in
the camper?
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I think 12 is too
young for sex but
rape is totally
different.
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I rode on a
mechanical bull!
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