Thursday September 16 2010
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
We had fun yesterday at Six Flags which is like Magic Mountain in California. But Im only posting
days when I saw Harmony so we can post together. Harmony couldnt go cuz of his injury.
Ima and Greg are on their second honeymoon in the motor home so Mindy and I are free! lol
And I decided I really want to be close to Harmony on my vacation. Really I wanted that for a long time
and I think he does too. But I know I wont be here long so how do I tell him? And I have to tell him cuz
hell read my diary after vacation!
Mindy and I picked up Harmony. He cant drive right now cuz of his accident which sucks. We saw his
kittens theyre so cute. One is orange he looks like a young Mr Biggles. Ok Im writing my diary to Mr
Biggles so I should say Mr Biggles is my cat. The other one is a really little black kitten shes a girl. So
theyre orange and black so u know someday theyll have Halloween kittens! The girl likes u to pick her
up but Harmony said he thinks shes getting a cold poor kitty.
Mindy was so obvious. Im driving and Mindy holds open the door for Harmony. Then as soon as he
gets in she scoots in so hes in between us close to me. I was like Mindy he might not be comfortable
sitting in the middle he had an accident remember? But he said he was fine between two beautiful
girls. Hes really sweet.
We talked a lot. Harmony is like my Uncle Oz hes done almost everything he helps me a lot. I never
know what I want and then when I do I get confused. Harmony says I should always ask myself what I
want to do which of course is true. Really I want to have a sother but be free to date oher ppl at the
same time. But its hard to do both cuz then ur always worried the other person will find somebody else.
Sometimes I feel like I got the oldest V-card in the world. Of course thats not true. Im 22 and there was
even a movie about a guy who was a virgin at 40. Some ppl never have sex. But it gets harder when u
get older. If ur young nobody expects u to know what to do so theres no pressure. But as u get older
guys expect u to be experienced. Mindys 19 and shes a virgin too but she wants to be. Im not sure. I
know in pornos they talk like guys really like virgins but really they dont. They want somebody whos
experienced. At least most guys do. Germana whos my friend in England says they should have
classes to teach u how to do it!
Anyway Harmony said he was even older than me his first time! And its weird cuz he had girlfriends
and he said they did everything else. But he was going to wait until he was married which I thought
was really sweet. Really I might do that too. I know its old school but so what? I respect my body and
Im careful about what I put in it. But I dont know it can take forever to get married. I dont want to wait
forever! But I feel I want to wait to share my body with a guy I really love.
The car didnt have GPS and we got lost! Harmony said hes not good with directions. He had a map
but then we couldn't figure out where we were on the map! But we finally did we stopped at a gas
station. Harmony says he always keeps his tank at half or higher in case of emergencies cuz he used
to run out of gas. Really thats a good idea.
They had a Taco Bell close and Mindy was hungry so we ate there. Really it was a lot like the ones in
California. Harmony asked us about college and he told us about when he went. He had even more
majors than me! We saw a guy there who looked a lot like Brad Pitt and he was wearing tight jeans
too. ;) When he was in line Mindy kept looking at his butt even though she said she wasn't! lol
Oh this was funny but Mindy had to pee and the womens restroom wasnt working. So Harmony stood
guard for her outside the mens. Then Mindy asked if he was looking and Harmony was like dont even
joke about that! He said ppl get freaked out. Its like u cant say anything. So then I said Mindy wouldnt
care if Harmony saw her anyway. Of course he knows that. Harmony said a lot of ppl pee outside in
the country and his coven does that. But in some places ppl freak especially if ur inside.
He said there was this woman who was cleaning a mens restroom at a convenience store. This cop
came in and she said shed be out in just a sec. He said u wont see anything ur husband doesnt have
and he pulled it out and started peeing in the urinal while she was there. Harmony said he didnt get
arrested or anything but he got fired. Then Harmony said he was glad cuz the cop gave him a ticket
but cuz the cop got fired Harmony didnt have to pay anything! lol
We finally got back to Yvettes. We saw Vickies friend Dolly and Joey. We went to their wedding three
years ago. Dolly is only 19 and she already has three kids! Theyre Clara whos 5, Craig whos 2 but
almost 3, and Jodie whos 1 year old. Joeys 22 and hes Jodie biological father but really hes a good
father for all of them. Clara is a lot bigger but last time we saw her she was Craigs age.
Dolly feels older guys r better because theyre more experienced. Really I dont know cuz Ive dated
guys of different ages. When I was in middle school and high school both my boyfriends were the
same age as me. But I like older guys really I always have. But I feel its different for different ppl. Dolly
straight up couldnt believe I was still a virgin! She was 14 when she had Clara but really I think thats
young. But Dollys doing good and its cool she has Joey.
later
This is what happened Thursday but I wrote this Friday. Really some of what I wrote above I added
Friday so ud know what happened.
I almost forgot to write Harmony held Jodie for like five seconds and then he spit up all over him! Poor
Harmony. lol Harmony said he has a lot of experience with 2 year olds and 65 year olds but not much
with babies.
Mindy and I got to role play! Harmony was the DM and we were in a fantasy world. I played a knight
and Mindy played my wife whos a wizardess. We killed some evil orcs who were trying to kidnap my
wife and I couldnt let that happen! We were going to kill more but Harmony said there were too many
for us and the rest of the orcs ran away. It was fun cuz Mindy and I were talking like be still, my heart
and my love knows no bounds. It was romantic but it was kind of funny. We found a unicorn which is
what we were looking for but we decided to let it go. Harmony played everybody else hes a great
actor. And he described everything so it was like u were in a movie. Really I havent role played much
but I think I will.
Steve Jackson is the one who made the game GURPS and hes also the one who published Principia
Discordia. It has lots of editions but his is the most famous. And he and Mindy and I are all members
of the Order of the Pineapple which is cool. I would tell u somebody else who is too but he doesn't
want me to. ;)
Mindy and I slept in Vickies bed cuz she was at her boyfriends house his name is Jesus. He hooks up
satellites for TVs and computers. Vickie said some ppl dont like him cuz hes Mexican which is just
stupid. Im part Mexican! Some ppl are so prejudiced but really its cuz theyre afraid. U should be able
to date whoever u want. It doesnt matter what color or sex or age as long as u love each other. I
believe if it harms none do what u will which is the Wiccan rede. But some ppl in Texas think Wiccans
are evil witches which is totally not true. Wiccans believe in nature and doing good for ppl we dont use
black magic and we dont worship Satan we dont even believe in him.
Ok if u want to know more read my Wicca pages!
Friday September 17 2010
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Ok Im writing this now so I dont change my mind. Today Im telling Harmony I want to go on a date
with him. At least one! I dont have much time left!
later
I totally screwed up! Why cant I say anything? Im writing this Saturday but this is what happened
Friday.
Mindy was like all day long saying tell Harmony how u feel Lorien Girl! She only calls me that when Im
being stupid. But I didnt tell him all day long. And I have to tell him cuz hes going to read my diary and
then Ill look totally STOOPID!
This is what happened. I really wanted to go swimming and Harmony said he could so we went to Pam
and Marcys house. Really we wanted to see them anyway we didnt go there just to swim! But they use
their pool for therapy so we felt it would be good for Harmony.
But when we got there the pool looked gross! Its round and sits on the ground but it was cracked and
the water was green with leaves in it and it smelled funny. I even saw bugs swimming in it! I was like no
way am I going in that! And the water was really low anyway.
They said they wished we came earlier cuz theyre going camping tomorrow. We went camping with
them before it was cool. Pam is Marcys mom but theyre both disabled which is sad. At least they can
do things.
We stopped at Claire, Dolly and Joeys house and that was totally weird. Claire was jocking Harmony
like crazy! She was like why dont u come up and see me some time? I was like Mindy Harmony needs
water therapy lets bounce. Really I knew he was sore cuz I heard him moan a couple times when he
bumped something but he wouldnt admit it.
So finally we went to Fiona and Dave's house. We called and Fiona said Dave and her sister Lisa who
lives with them might not be there when we got there. But that was ok cuz we knew wed see them
later. Fiona said we could stay as long as we wanted which was cool cuz there was like no room at
Yvettes house. We could have stayed at Pam and Marcys while they were gone but they dont have a
pool. Ok thats not the only reason we really wanted to see them! They were in a coven when we saw
them three years ago but they arent in it anymore. Really maybe thats good cuz I met their high priest
and he seemed weird. I dont like talking about ppl like that but Harmony and Mindy feel he is too. A lot
of ppl in Harmonys coven used to be in theirs but left. Really I liked ppl in the coven and at the
Summer of Love celebration just not the high priest who didnt even have a real high priestess. He
wants the men to be in control.
They have a really nice house we were there before. Its a four bedroom home with 2 1/2 baths and it
sits on a little hill. Its painted beige with white trim but I think it had dark trim last time. They also have
a big built in pool. I was worried it would be green too but it wasn't it looked nice. They didnt have as
much grass but I guess thats cuz its late summer last time we were there in June. Its like nobody has
sprinklers in Texas! They have a new high fence it has a dark stain and gives privacy. I think it was
concrete last time but I dont remember. Lisa had two kids then but she has three now. Buddy is the
oldest hes 12, Crissy is 11, and their new baby sister Randi is 2. Shes totally cute but shes in her
terrible twos!
They have lots of cats and birds they have a whole room just for the birds. But one of them hurt its
foot poor thing and Fiona was totally worried so she took it to the vet.
She said go swimming but dont worry about a suit they cause yeast infections. She said nobody
wears them in the pool unless theres company thats house rules and we arent company were family.
It was sweet. If u dont know she worked on Ek-sen-trik-kuh Discordia: The Tales of Shamlicht with us
but we all used Discordian names. Im Princess Unicornia and Mindys Fairy Princess Yoshikyoko but I
dont know if its ok to say Fionas name. Harmony said their old coven are naturists and Harmonys new
one is too but of course I knew that. Mindy and I are both naturists but our coven isnt even though we
do go topfree. Anyway Harmony and I went swimming. Mindy wanted to go swimming but she was
babysitting Randi. Fiona said Randi can swim she was even born in water but Harmony was worried
so Mindy kept an eye on her.
Oh this was funny. Randi walked over to the grass and squatted just like they do in Mexico and Japan.
A lot of ppl do that in Texas. Ppl dont pee outside in Japan I dont mean that but they squat they dont
use toilets. So then later Mindy said its house rules to pee outside so thats what she did. Of course
she does that and Harmonys coven does too when theyre outside but it was really funny watching
Harmony. He was acting like he wasnt looking at Mindy but I knew he was! Sometimes hes silly.
This was funny too. When Buddy and Crissy got home from school Harmony was all worried. And I
was like Harmony Fiona said everybody skinnydips there and we were all at the Summer of Love au
natural. But Harmony said he was kidding cuz he goes to their house a lot. Anyway they went
swimming with us and Randi too and nobody got a yeast infection!
Oh and the bird had an infection but the vet said it would be ok if it took its medicine. It had a tiny little
bandaid on its foot it was cute. Fiona heated a towel for it to stand on so it wouldnt get cold feet.
I kept trying to talk to Harmony about how I felt but its like I couldnt say anything. Im not a teenager in
middle school so why do I keep acting like one? And of course the worst part is he's going to read my
diary so hell know what I wrote!
later
Ok I had to finish this later. I used to write really long diary entries like this but I dont anymore cept for
special occasions. It takes forever to write.
We had a vegetarian dinner which really I liked. I thought about being a vegetarian and Mindy did too.
Harmony used to be one. We had steamed vegetables with cheese on them and bread and rolls. I
liked it except for the carrots I didnt eat much of those. We also had vegetable soup which tasted like
it had meat in it but they said it didn't.
Later we used the cuzzi. In a circle Harmony was on my left, then Fiona, Lisa, Dave, and Mindy so
Mindy was on my right. I wont tell u what everybody wore cuz nobody wore anything. Really I was glad
I wasnt on my period and Mindy wasnt on hers either cuz I really dont like skinny dipping with a
tampon string hanging out. But Lisa said if anybody was uncomfortable especially if it was that time of
the month they could wear something.
Mindy brought a cloved lemon cuz she said she if we had to play the Cloved Lemon Kissing Game to
get me to kiss Harmony we would! lol Oh and Harmony told us we had to have something to put the
cloves in and I was like Harmony we do this all the time we know that. Hes funny. Then Fiona said
thats one of our holy rituals. Really it isnt thats a Discordian joke but she knew that.
Oh and this was totally cool. Cuz Mindy and I introduced the Cloved Lemon Kissing Game at the
Summer of Love anniversary and Fiona said their group still sometimes does it. So we introduced a
new tradition.
If u dont know how to play the game check the link! Mindy gave the lemon to me first so I could get it.
Shes Matchmaker Mindy! We did Frenchies and Harmony was like I didnt think u girls kissed each
other that way. Really we didnt the last time we saw him but that was three years ago. We dont do it
much just like at parties when ppl ask us to. A lot of guys like to watch girls kissing. Then I gave it to
Harmony and it was funny cuz he acted totally shy. He was like do I offer u my hand to kiss, oh
goodness would my cheek be too much? Then Fiona said hell have to get out of the water if I want to
kiss him on his cheek! lol Of course u know what kind of cheek she was talking about. So finally we
kissed and it was a very nice French kiss. Harmony said his coven doesnt do that when theyre
skyclad but I know Fiona and Daves old coven did cuz Mindy and I were there.
Harmony was looking for who he would give it to but Dave said dont look at me! Dave thinks its cool if
someones gay but hes totally heterosexual. Really I didnt see Lisa kiss anybody that way cept Dave
and Harmony so maybe she is too. She kissed her sister Fiona on the lips but that was it. Harmony
gave it to Fiona next and they did Frenchies. Anyway I wont say everybody who kissed but we all had
fun.
It was late and I still hadnt told Harmony anything! Fiona totally knew she even asked me about it. I
was like is it so obvious everbody knows it? But she said she would help. So she said we could have a
sleep-in where everybody could sleep together. Really thats from the 60s but Harmony said his
friends used to do that all the time. Really its like a co-ed sleep over except everybodys together. So
everybody wanted to do it cept Dave and Lisa and later I learned why. They didnt sleep in separate
bedrooms ;) Really thats ok cuz theyre all cool with it.
Anyway we put a lot of blankets and comforters and sleeping bags on the floor to make it comfortable
for Harmony. It was funny cuz Buddy and Crissy wanted to jump on it. Harmony likes sleeping on the
floor but its not the same with his injury. So this is how we slept. Fiona was on the left, then Buddy,
Crissy, me, Harmony and Mindy. Oh and if u must know we werent skyclad. I wore a nightshirt and
Harmony wore short blue swim trunks so thats the only time he got to wear them! So I did cuddles with
Harmony all night which was totally cool. I said thank you Fiona and Harmony thought I was talking
about all the blankets but I wasnt.
Leaf whos one of their cats hes gray with stripes joined us at night so I had a cat sleeping on me. I
dont know why but cats like to do that. But why didn't I tell Harmony anything?
Copyright 2010 by The Loveshade Family
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Lorien
Loveshade
Why would I write
about Mindy
peeing in a
restroom? Keep
reading ull see
why!
I want to have a
sother but be
free to date
oher ppl at the
same time
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Dolly feels older
guys r better
because theyre
more experienced.
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I decided I really
want to be close
to Harmony on
my vacation.
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I'm 22 years old
but sometimes I
feel like I'm the
world's oldest
virgin.
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Mindy and I got to
role play with
Harmony.
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Wiccans believe
in nature and
doing good for
people.
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Miindy said Lorien
Girl tell Harmony
how you feel!
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Claire was flirting
with Harmony and
it was totally
obvious!
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We went to Dave,
Fiona and Lisa's
house.
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Swimsuits cause
yeast infections so
please don't wear
one.
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Harmony was
watching Mindy
when she did
what?
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We had a
vegetarian
dinner which
really I liked.
It was late and I
still hadn't told
Harmony how I
felt about him!
We had a sleep-in
where a lot of us
slept together. So
at least I got to do
cuddles with
Harmony.